It's frightening the lengths we'll go to stop ourselves from feeling. As soon as things get rough we want to run away from ourselves.
The breaking point where your mind goes slightly numb and you feel your soul is going to explode at the last trigger or word spoken at that moment. Somewhere you lost track of all compassion and love.
It's extremely difficult to get yourself out of that emotionally painful state of mind. The place where your darkest monster reigns havoc to do as it pleases and you're left terrified and frustrated.