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Space Fire
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Oblation
The Co-Lour has gone along with all Beauty & Splendor. Traded for intentional insults aimed at thy highest grey heart;s That beat no more... Rainbow;s replaced with razors whispers that whisper no more. O' cruel demonic angelic teachings......
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White Sand
I'm pretty sure that there is only one road through White Sand's New Mexico. And near the dunes this Poet met a Paul and he had no need to rob peter! Because this Paul was passing happiness with in his hand shake, We smiled said kind things I...
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Cosmic Change
Painting By The Awful Poet You are anatomically correct and wrong with-in reasoning, You give chance to thing’s of past And your ignorance & tolerance are bringing cosmic shame. Why are we all so soaked in silence but all ways dry...
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December 22 2012
BUKOWSKI PAINTING To The Mass‘s: Have thy all forgotten all the inner creativity & beauty? Is not thou house a Mad one? You continue to worship your mighty dollar , While watching everything you’ve built …Cave. Argue with your own...
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Third Coming Of Christ
Narcotic Future Awful Poet Attention, Proceed to open thy windows soul close & lock the body’s door… Out loud thou shall all sing! O` Capture pretty prism, Hail Shiva! Praise Mother Earth & Father Universe! You sneaky silent...
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Printing Money
Language invented to possibly only inflict pain, do head this written warning! This is not in existence nor are we, a façade coated in sugary science, pride, and history Shame, mathematics, war, war, war, rape, torture, molestation, bullying, murder.
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Bastard Star
Hear me cry the bastard star child… I am… illusion of conscience above. Mother universe & Father Cosmo’s shall never forget thy children below. Storms on Saturn’s rings rain down neon yellow prisms reality above the pixies wings...
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Siddha Be Risen
Abstract Painting By The Awful Poet I’d rather not, join the political campaign of control no thank you! You sheep led by winners eating aborted fetus five star dinners. They hire high dollar hookers on television paying with your...
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Awfully Enlightened
The Large Magellanic Cloud Capture pretty prism hail Shiva, Praise mother earth & father universe…. Rain down upon all ignorance you silent soothsayer speak! Invoke Siddha ! All aboard next stop Magellanic cloud! Inhale...
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Happy Birthday Mother
My Momma Who loves me so! Does everything possible for me! And even more! Her heart of gold and voice of beauty speaks wisdom! And volumes of truth! Soothing the soul without one word! If not for her and the...
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Stolen TypeWriter
I’m the vertical scars inside your arms. I am the track marks left by Methamphetamines’ dream I’d like to be the reason for the tying of your noose…. I’ll even be your suicide note…. Sleepless nights and...
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diethyl azodicarboxylate
Your multi colored smile is beyond gory. It’s bleeding neon red vibrantly. Prism show truth and hide harm. Where did the anger go? Can you give me a hammer? Thy third eye needing nailed opened. Beg me, The Awful Human Being’s Awful son…. ...
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Over and In
My eclipsed moon's Friday has become our Ring less Saturn's Monday , Society's newest addiction.. Of illusion will be reality's law. Cigarettes and important date's forgotten in ashtrays ... Burning away. What it is to have spilled out the...
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Picture book’s For The Blind
Abstract Drawing By The Awful Poet The Awful Poet Why? Should I.. I.. I .. Continue to breath & think.. I’m O so tired , No beyond exhausted From every man made languages meaning. Each little individual letter is sickening .. He’s...
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Always Looks Like Rain
Abstract Painting By The Awful Poet It seems these thrills You give to me Are given me chills as well , Here my mind holds no time. I can not quite decide whether to be bold or to hide It's rainy out and so cold It's wreckage in my...
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Slippery Safety Rails
Gaining sight In our flickering flames. Wounded words losing control Setting free An entirely new side of me. Pins and needles leading you to the hearts seam. Protesting petitioning postmen engorging in our mail , Making way for...
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Shh Truth
Subject content attention No thank You witty cutegeneric attractive boast bestworst negativapproval denyenvyself angerjoy losinglost subliminal vomit originalnewNotPossible Noreply ThankYou New ActNow self conscience control esteemcontrol remote...
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Apathy Appetizer
Abstract Painting By The Awful Poet This is your conscience , Please acknowledge the following The individual letter’s being formed , Are deeper than All the ink covered paper through out recorded history. It is time to wake into your sleep...
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Can You Explain
I am the only one to blame for thy own mouth’s awful taste. Am I the only one standing idly by, Starring into disgust Stemming from the self inflicted painful gaze and putrid , Solo blinking contest Entranced.. Narcissistically.. By...
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Heart Eater
As I admire the wind whirling through the tree’s I begin to think I Don’t Want your love and thy attention company & affection When the violent wind comes to a quickly anticipated halt.. The screaming voice of wanting agony cry’s out...
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Bowl
Interpret the whistling, Is it not the tea? Maybe its a reckoning! Wait for the secret word to be said and silently remove your head. Come to the playground and dig our worms, then eat our dirt. There is a whisper in here in the front...
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I With It
I with it can fly anywhere. I'm soaring through an unlocked world of captivating thoughts. I've got a shiny little key to a locked vast and far away land filled with neon dinosaurs. I say yes! Because of it, then soak and indulge in...
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The laughing lie
Your excuse Is shallow and followed quickly by a chuckle Your pathetic And O’ so low. Do not come to me in all your self induced misery I do not seek you Out Any longer. Your face Is not seen when my weary eyes are closed and still....
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Dream Intruders
Painting By Charles Bukowski http://bukowski.net/ I had a dream and in it they weren’t wanting to leave And there I was stuck. They threw mean gestures upon my every rapid request of their departure, That was quickly followed by a muscle...
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Body Yes Mind No
So the Dr. says that I haven’t much time. He said If we wanted You could feed me glass. I told him I wanted my childhood back. He just stood there and tried not to laugh. Then I woke up and my room was on fire and the cat would not stop...
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Dying Diamond
The habitual writer, Is scribbling down his master piece.. And the drunk is puking, Out his guts all over it.. The tourist’s are flooding the city’s street's, And excepting robbery of Finer etiquette than prior . Anniversary’s of finer...
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Cascading Concrete
Abstract Painting By The Awful Poet Removed By HubPage's Recently. *The castle leans.. To thy seas majestic side And anticipates the .. Opening doors of closed time* Board thy windows of apathy for the drunk Guilt ridden are spitting tongues . ...
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Eventually
The alphabet soup is spelling it out and leading them to the source Its wise and hot it reads 'you are the one'. They should be thinking about the the sun's Ray's burning in their eyes that's what is keeping the fire burning on through ...
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Take The Given
Cold wet worn and torn bandages cover the floors of intolerable differences. The anticipation is detrimental and hangs in the balance of ill-handled questioning . There the air is thick and smothering and smells of...
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Just Maybe
I'm willing to bet all You think thou are.. Thy only one that has turned my silver's to gold's And has unlocked my tormented soul Then tortured and locked my tortured soul. I .. We.. They the many.. And.. ..Then.. You.. And ...
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Majestic Fear
Oil Painting By Charles Bukowski We handed them our wrinkled damaged Paper soul’s and they ripped and tore every last one with there shaking ink covered bony frail cold dead skelaton hands Is it the the smell of melted skin and petals ...
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Whose To Say The Story
Here it is, midnight, the witching hour so they say. I have been tossing and turning for thirty minutes now. My mind and heart are racing a million miles an hour and all I really want to do is sleep. There Is a whisper in my ear that tells me when...
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Mother May I
Abstract Painting Of mine Its ending today I'm falling further than far away I've been displaced disgraced and thrown aside. This night tonight is slipping slowly through Into your day , With the sight of thine melting face And the sound...
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Whose To Say
There Is a whisper In my ear that tells me when It Is near.. It said to me quietly To meet In the dark on the coldest night. When I arrived It was on sight Me.. And It began the fight. I won and Boasted from my tongue It cried...
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Unheard Voice
Deterring speeches along with irritating screeches followed by an unrelenting need of attention. Then subsequently punished with unforgiving empty seats. Forgotten fingerprints covering unpainted portraits that are screaming for release....
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You Are Emerica The Story
Just before the sun comes up it has been my habit for quite sometime to go down to the beach and sit in the quiet. I like to sit with my toes dug into the wet sand while the waves gently roll over my feet. This is my time, where nothing really...
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One Time Thing
Most times that I breath It hurts. Here please take my hand And hold it ever so tight. Here it is My secret.. Down Inside our bottle of spoiled wine. I’m so lonely here and Tired of being tired Please wake me soon dear. Then we may reflect...
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Flew Butterflys The Story
I was in the perfect place at the perfect time. Lying on my back, with the breeze blowing on my face. This is probably my most favorite spot on earth. Smiling accidentally and continuing obsessively. I grew up on this river. I learned to swim here,...
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Compulsive Possibilities
A abstract painting by The Awful Poet You are the tetrahydrocannabinol In my blood stream. You’re the colors in all the flowers I see. Were straining from carrying this weight Regardless of this were still here every day. All the...
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What should it mean The Story
A week ago Wednesday I had been sitting in this diner waiting for a ride. I was thinking "I guess this rain is never going to end. But, at least it was warm and dry." I saw an elderly man walk in and shuffle back to the corner booth. I wondered what...
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For Rent
There the floors are all sticky and the walls are all filthy , In there roaches eat better than kings. The dust brings deadly choking upon entering , And the smell well it’s ghastly and gut-wrenching, And its interior fits scene’s of death...
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Out Omen My Mind
Paint Fragment From Belmont Art Park Safety pin her heart, whisper this unspeakable written word of proof being screamed from their roofs. Here it comes her unbreakable laughter gushing blood from my artery of love here it comes my breakable...
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Tick Tock The Poem
She sleeps in wake waiting for the day, As do I I anticipate those precious lips upon mine. I’m following her down that love littered road Into her heart’s little hole of glitter covered goal‘s. There I am a falling man , And when I land I...
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Flew Butterflys
Smiling accidentally and continuing obsessively Floating intentionally While gazing uncontrollably all the while inexplicably speaking romantically Resurrecting emotion while love is quickly Being set into beautiful motion Doted I ’s and...
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You Are Emerica
Thinking is dangerous, doing so may cause my mind to implode. Your growth is slow, and inside my chest is filled with smoke And the inside of your mouth is full of coal. Dirty dirty little hands pulling me off this immaculate plan, replacing me...
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No Hands The Story
I was sitting on the couch, trying to clear the cobwebs from my brain. Why can't I remember last night? I was trying to figure it all out, trying to make sense of the last twenty-four hours when the door bell rang. "Who in the Hell is that? I don't...
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Sanity The Poem
We are all broken bruised and all so abused Obsessing with those better times while being stuck out side our minds. Knowing where we were and remembering when. We are all counting away these days as if some thing, magical may come our ways....
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What should it mean
I sold my soul to an elderly man In a dinner last week And today he’s at my door knocking Asking for a refund O so politely I slammed the door in his old face In my house I took a seat sat there And thought about being worth nothing...
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Revolving Repetitively
Letting them in loving will lead to Days of grueling misery Thousands of hours of nothing But never ending pain Just imagine ten thousand dull Blades cutting into you simultaneously And multiply it by a million biting teeth And It...
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Untitled Time
The painting sits lonely and dusty There its not even worthy to hang. We have not decided anything What’s with this word busy? Take the time to wipe it off and Set it up and stare into it properly You go on with your petrified life ...
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The Indescribable Ultimatum
Look into my eyes And hold your breathe Now exhale breath in And count to ten Spit out your lies quickly So they may be dismissed by Thy ears that are sealed in led Casting off the vibrations From your putrid tongue Pick up...
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Court Smothered
So strike that match and smoke then you say me first You be what you be I don’t mind you and don’t care Could it be these little blue green yellow clouds Floating all around that carry the message we seek Think for one split second...
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Revolting Heart
Ill take two of those and sleep for now But I know it'll still hurt when I wake The day O the day It's bright out The sun it burn's thy pale skin That moon it glows gently on it I miss it I miss missing the memories Id rather be human...
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Go on
Come and crawl inside of it with I And you touch you hold another And then when that hearts bleeding Without pain it-ll be an end And not just half but hole sharing An entire time just to relax without it Then to forget them they and that And then...
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Writers Surprise
The flesh eating words are being written As we read. And it’s those cold fingers that keep it going Here we can do without the warm sun There we can not go one day without the Grip of our shiny little pen’s of sympathy. ...
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72 Times Per Minute
It is dreary here and Quite cold and wet A terrible draft as well. It’s very dusty here And the cobwebs Are the only art The floors creak With the rafters Harmonically And the roof leaks There’s no glass In any of the...
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They Forget
Its inside the mind and it flutters And sings to them the meaning Try and try even harder Those who weep it whispers for Soothing their shallow hearts beat. "Shhh It’ll all be fine" We all slip and fall to the long crawl Not forever...
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You Too
Its eating away at all of us Were all dying Were all soon to be dead Then what An ending That sounds nice From beginning To ends end It wont start again When to be done Lets go inside of it Ill pluck a flower Ill...
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I Do Try
I want to but it just wont do I try to but my will not comply The thought makes me sick. Those feelings are powerful But not the ones intended Ultimatums vitamins and havens Of my hovering heart are silent And will not...
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No Hands
I don’t much care for your tuned timing Or the look on your face it’s discerning And that’s my cup of coffee your drinking Ill thank you ahead of the clock for leaving When you go don’t forget your coat And I will not walk you out...
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How About You
Stop numbing your Feelings toward me And lets kiss. Ill hold you if you hold me. Stop wondering about them I’m right here And I wont leave like them Let us kiss again. Stop mumbling in my ears While speaking clearly to them ...
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Prettier Please
O violent wind carry the To those stitched hearts seem's Thy cold rain they beg for thee They scream fall down upon me Then your ending momentarily Lightening we say to thee Strike down upon we Till patience is received ...
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Stress Request
Give it to me you don’t know how to use it properly Now go and sit in the corner quietly and do not breath. After a few minutes I will start the cutting of your fingers. Then you will be without reach to the paper and ink’s moment It is...
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Patient Blanket
Veil of doubt cover our eyes this night. Drench us in your soft silk Wrap us out of our glorious guilt. Cover us in your beautiful silt. Drape our wearisome souls then take away our silvers. In exchange for your ill-equipped lovers gold. Your...
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Papers Addiction
Ink ink ink slide it all over me. And skip every other Line in-between. Don’t stop now cover me Ignore all others its only you an I now. I’m perfect And dirty. That hand is boney and frail Still strong enough to put the ...
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One Penny And 1/3 Thought
It seems your down to the threads of a screw being Driven down into the screw holes threads of truth. You can be like the smoke viciously leaving lungs. You fill every crack and crevice and then dissipate. Now I see you are like...
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Why Im Better Than Them
I always want to know just how you really feel When your not smiling I make you smile. On the rainy days Its always you and I or me and me After the longest days All questions are between the two I know all the inside...
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Him He And Me
You remind me of me looking at me In the future. Hand not even attached and still watching me holding My self’s severed self while bleeding it was beautifully eerie. Me standing there With ourselves all bloody as hell.. You should have...
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There They're Theirs
Listen Do you hear those beautiful birds singing In harmony Above the neatly ordered lines of houses below thee. And the people down there without one ounce of care To make you more aware Ill tell their robotic in nature Seems to be...
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Winding Unwinding We
Winding Unwinding We~ Our bright moon glows in the nights star lit sky And then all the plain white shades are quickly lowered Not shortly after all the plain white doors close in synch But then the bright sun rises into the harmonically...
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I Say Please
Oil Painting By Charles Bukowski Hey you I already yelled at you to stop grinding those damn teeth. Now I suppose Ill lower my tone and tell you to simply exhale then breath. And the time calls for us to once and for all stop this starring...
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Darker Side Of The Moon
Pink Floyd's "Tree of Half Life" A Son Once Said To His Father Father ! Pink Floyd Is Beginning To Make More And More Sense! The Father Simply Replied " That's Scary Son " :O) It is within your conceptual creativity that keeps pulling ne...
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Running Why
Piet Mondrian Avond (Evening) The Red Tree, 1908-10 Hey you! Yes you! Come over here into the light. I wish to tell you of my surprise! *Clearing of the throat* I was there under the viciously glowing moon that night! It was I who had...
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Brightest-Nights
Rain drenched darkness fills their hearts With others razors In their hands. They're In there now writing lasting letters. With pictures of old times In far sight. Lightning covered darkness In there eyes With others razors In their veins and ...
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Razors And Rollercoasters
Yu Cheng You, Rhythm in Blue My heart has fallen apart And crumbled away I knew this would happen on some fucked up day. Immature reasons and no words to say Look what you’ve done You’ve thrown my heart away. Still not satisfied...
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To Ask Why
Beautiful pretty caring giving sweet sweetie! Graceful understanding dearest misunderstood dear! Honey waiting cute cutie awaiting Hon thoughtful darling thoughtless! Doll peach honest honesty honestly deceitful something someone dare...
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Cotton Caught Covered Dream
Hand to me that shiny glass hand Grenade And I say do not let go of this dull pin. Take this letter opener and sit with me awhile And admire those greenest cloud’s floating by. Walk with I threw these bluest fields and scream Out loud...
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In-Between The Grain
The paper Is sticking to the edges It's said. The song creates quivers for the emotion. Then sends shivers through the limbs. The self absorbing senses dig into the skin And resourcefully answer the detrimental Question. Start new reasoning And go...
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Melting Hearts
My pretty little demon Devouring thy soul body & mind You’re the wingless angel gathering my broken piece. You seem to be the soil In my love’s budding flowers. I see us beyond the frightening tree’s Of loneliness Your all the colers...
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1-900 Some-one
1-900 Some-one Your pacing in your room viciously And picking up the phone cautiously You then begin to dial a sleazy sex line.. Exactly when your Skeleton clock strike’s nine.. And then some one answers your call.. And you begin to...
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Caution Do Not Read
There’s an undeniable bird out there soaring and searching for it’s fallen feathers. There’s an unseen cage in there keeping it’s rage captive. There’s a unrelenting city some where waiting for it’s capital. There’s a worm in...
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Why God
It spills out into everyone and takes away all good. It’s the sickest of it all it falls without reason Its not fair! ITS NOT FAIR !!! Why couldn’t life be life without death. Its wicked seed is sown unto many. It carry’s its weight out onto...