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What's at the heart of being? An innate need, desire to be heard and understood.

One does not get this connectedness from remaining annonymous. Here I stand against the waves of my foreboding thoughts, on the precipice awaiting that surge of adreneline.

I, like you, am here to be seen. Comment when you can.

 I truly feel connected to writing. Wishing that it will become more a part of me in the near future. We can't aspire without attempting to be what it is we aspire to be. So I will try harder.

 

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  • Between the silences
    6

    Between the silences

    3 years ago

    Between the silences where do you live?

  • Silky moves
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    Silky moves

    3 years ago

    He's slick to the touch, pleasing to the eye He won't give up much, because its the smile that lets him slide by A charismatic soul, a joker and a fool He'll have you with his words, and leave you but that's cool...

  • Answering LauraGSpeaks: One fans take on why the League now needs new system in place to deal with illegal hits.
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    Answering LauraGSpeaks: One fans take on why the League now needs new system in place to deal with illegal hits.

    4 years ago

    The introduction to rule changes by the league to cut down on fighting have created a new wave of behaviours from the players, which necessitated a new wave of changes to the rules. We saw in the NHL in the 80's hockey...

  • What to do when you are no longer You?
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    What to do when you are no longer You?

    4 years ago

    This is the world I am living in right now. One where I am in limbo. Maybe some would see it as freedom, other's hell, but I, well I think that it's all a part of my larger journey. In this journey I am blessed to...

  • Unsustainable
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    Unsustainable

    5 years ago

    The weeping willow's branches sway For a reason, one cannot say Impalpable, unnoticed, unknown The tension in the air has grown I like to think it's Zeus in his fury His tepid temper, his far reaching...

  • Overseer of Truth
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    Overseer of Truth

    5 years ago

    The truth is a disease to the guilty, the provider of freedom to the innocent A brief jostling of the mind brings about the need for the Overseer of Truth He's come to me, a ha....come for me a number of times......

  • Only time will tell
    12

    Only time will tell

    5 years ago

    I was an oak, a tree in the wood Solid and singular, rooted I stood No wind, nor rain nor thunderous night could move me from my place of right. A lesser tree or bush, moves, bends, and bows to the strength of...

  • Carnival - House of Mirrors
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    Carnival - House of Mirrors

    3 years ago

    Evolving from Within, where does that begin?

  • set ablaze
    6

    set ablaze

    6 years ago

    Reminisce that last kiss, that lingering touch and that shiver causing breath across your neck... candle light and our memories always and forever smothering my mind I can but grasp at the sands of time,...

  • Burning Embers
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    Burning Embers

    6 years ago

    Etched into my soul Wretched and weary The details of that night, make me weak, make me teary We were but children, aged neigh twenty-one The night the dark knight had decided to come He snorted and scowled,...

  • Wistful thinking
    6

    Wistful thinking

    5 years ago

    We talked, for hours, forever She was my Aphrodite, my mini deity Sparkling eyes and silver tipped tongue It was when I met her my life of lust had begun The days passed, but time stood...

  • Emphatically me
    12

    Emphatically me

    6 years ago

    This road and I are one in the same We have bumps and turns and twists We have been developed over time, evolving with the times We can see no end, for no end is there One point begins, another point begins...

  • Of wind and rain
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    Of wind and rain

    6 years ago

    Of wind and rain, my soul is made Of hearty sand and salt The wind has often carried many pieces of my heart For softly, myself, I have confessed To the breezes across my inlet My ocean, she has my every...

  • The complications of being human
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    The complications of being human

    6 years ago

    The life of a single entity, as I see it, is fairly simple and non-challenging. I know that sounds a bit dismissive of all the complications one endures, plans, sets up, lives through. I can say this now as a coupled...

  • Unanticipated
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    Unanticipated

    6 years ago

    Quiet, still, dark, and real Hushed, silenced, pushed and pulled Emotions quiver with unanticipated motion Knowing less than ever before Where's it going? Where's it end? It's inevitable that we start...

  • If they could only see me now....
    7

    If they could only see me now....

    5 years ago

    Athletic, bright, youthful and free This is how I used to be. As free as the river flowing down this cliff face I have aged and cannot keep up this pace Unlike this waterfall as beautiful and...

  • My first six months
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    My first six months

    6 years ago

    What does one learn when putting self into a Hub? As I watch my stats .. daily... I am frought with the sense that I can be competitive in this realm as any other. I took on writing hubs for the shear enjoyment of...

  • Instinctual Awareness
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    Instinctual Awareness

    6 years ago

    Eyes not even opened yet She has grown from within No one sought to teach her, to show her how to begin My daughter, strong and silent, knew just where to go Her motions planned and focused, her instinct...

  • Unforgotten love
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    Unforgotten love

    5 years ago

    The news was miraculous, a new time in my life, one I awaited for so long. I dreamt a dream one dreary day, it brought me to my knees It was of my life with my family, a brood of two or three. I smiled at...

  • Rainfalls
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    Rainfalls

    5 years ago

    The sky is dark... the night is quiet.... rain falls like uncertain thoughts. Lightening thrashing... thunder crashing.... emotions melt away like art. The air is breezing... lightly teasing... as rain falls like...

  • Life's Contorsions
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    Life's Contorsions

    7 years ago

    The thoughts in her mind slip and slide like his mechanic hands through grease She's done it again, managed to survive the day without too much pain He floats through his day, fixed a transmission and a caburator...

  • Starlit eyes
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    Starlit eyes

    7 years ago

    Time dwindles in the flame The fire burns and hides the shame The needle enters into the vein The sting... it comes quick All your thoughts intermingle, becoming thick It's a fog that stays for a while It...

  • Beware of the Bunny People
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    Beware of the Bunny People

    5 years ago

    Little did I know I would have lasted 10 yrs in a field where most burn out within 3 to 5. I look back now on this article and feel as though a lifetime has passed. I am now in a position whereby I am the one who has...

  • A little lost.. looking to be set free
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    A little lost.. looking to be set free

    5 years ago

    He comes to me with a plea He wants to be no burden on anybody He tells me his plan It does not involve any other man It's his plan He's seen many people and...

  • "Sabotage - Our Personal Relationship Demolition Team" - Life Lessons from a 20 Something
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    "Sabotage - Our Personal Relationship Demolition Team" - Life Lessons from a 20 Something

    5 years ago

    Sabotage, an easy concept to understand. Simply put sabotage means to demolish on purpose. Now the reasons and motivations behind it, they are complex. It's an easy way out, like swinging at a bad pitch at the end of...

  • 30 games in... what do we have?
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    30 games in... what do we have?

    5 years ago

    So, we're 30 games in and have a total of 30 points. Not exactly the year of the Habs is it? But... don't lose heart. We've seen worse and better and we can live with both. But living with the results of our famed and...

  • Shameless and Aimless
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    Shameless and Aimless

    7 years ago

    It's bloody early in the morning. Another dawn another day of rain -emotional drain. I've been here a little while now watching and writing when I get the chance, but, am I doing anything? I continually read and...

  • Bobby oh Bobby what have you done?
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    Bobby oh Bobby what have you done?

    7 years ago

      As a fellow Hab-maniac, I understand the feeling of being let down by Bob. However, do you really think the ownership did not have a hand in this off-season? I fear we are hard on Bob, like the Quebec media is...

  • A Guys Response to "The Twilight Saga Books" Hub
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    A Guys Response to "The Twilight Saga Books" Hub

    4 years ago

    We go to Chapters basically every couple of months. I stock up on my police crime dramas and she, my wife, ventures into the ether-world of Jane Eyre-esque (sour women / solemn but romantic men). We lived this for about...

  • Intangible
    2

    Intangible

    5 years ago

    Intangible Illusive as my thoughts, Fleeting as a moment, She winds up in my dreams, Where she is safe and secure Away from my fears, unable to fall She's quiet and shy, I sometimes wonder why, She's always as...

  • Controlled
    6

    Controlled

    5 years ago

      Controlled Alone and silenced, is that how they feel? Almost, as if their life is not real? Decisions about them already made, The plans for their life already laid Jumping from one place to another, Not...

  • Flowing with the going....
    2

    Flowing with the going....

    5 years ago

     Why one writes is as individualistic as why one thinks.. or even how one thinks. Writing for me was an outlet. It cleared my head of all the little thoughts/ideas/dreams/wishes/memories/daydreams/nightmares. I...

  • Where's the optimism?
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    Where's the optimism?

    5 years ago

    I've been reading now for about a week. Reading all kinds of topics and issues and thoughts,dreams,opinions (informed and uninformed), worries, and concerns. They are all out there for me to pick through, read, comment...

  • Selection of the fittest?? (not what you think it means!)
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    Selection of the fittest?? (not what you think it means!)

    5 years ago

    The title choice may be a bit off-putting. I admit. But it isn't what people may think. I won't give details from my own personal story, I don't think it brings objectivity to the topic. But lets just say I...

  • Hiding in plain site
    1

    Hiding in plain site

    7 years ago

    Is the question about who people are, or about the fact that their identity isn't one you know? The question suggests an unwilling acceptance of the fact that others choose to show one side of themselves. The word...

  • Why Generation Y is in trouble.
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    Why Generation Y is in trouble.

    5 years ago

    I work with young people. Its a privilege and an honour and I love it. I wouldn't trade it for the world. I wished there were more teachers that felt this way. I dont know that they don't and I want to apologize if I...

  • The truth about looking within!
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    The truth about looking within!

    5 years ago

    In response to a fellow hubber regarding tv versus personal development : In some people's minds the realities are that we live busy lives that are demanding on so many levels. My philosophy is a little...

  • Coach Revealed
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    Coach Revealed

    7 years ago

                  So Jacques Martin is now the head honcho in La Belle Province! This guy has a great record in the regular season, and has coached some of the better...

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