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Joined 6 years ago from Alaska




Just how deep down this rabbit hole are you willing to venture?

To myself, knowing myself has always been most important. This knowledge was always with me, existing... as my soul, within me but clearly separate; knowledge I once puzzled as to why it exists, and so I would always question it. This was necessary to determine the truth on my own. I believe that through your self all things can be known, because we are all connected. I do not doubt myself, that what I know I feel is real, because that doubt is only a manifestation of my ego, while my self, my soul, is the everlasting unchanging sum of all that I am and ever will be.

I have always been able to feel people, to know them like I know myself, and I I've not always considered it a gift, but a curse... then again I did not before have such control. It pains me still, to see what people do to themselves, the self-inflicted torment they put themselves through, because they have not taken the time to know themselves, to know what they want, or what they see in the world. I truly want to take their pain, make it mine and release it, to give someone that reprieve from their own lives, a chance to know what happiness is, even temporarily.
To me that release comes from understanding. Understanding is a gift beyond all others... one that few receive. Truly embracing another's very soul, to let them know they are really alive, and what is really important.

It is ironic, I suppose, that being able to help people so much, and to be so close to them, can also make me feel so alone... that all I wish in return is that same understanding, and the times we spend always seem so fleeting, no matter how slowly I try to drink them in.Sometimes I don't think it's possible, from people that simply didn't know what it was to feel, to think, to know people as they are, truly unique and indeterminable... a universe in each of us truly exists yet so few know how to look!

I've learned... I've learned a lot, I hold no blame, and bring no expectations to people, and when I give without desire for gain, I find that I receive something far more valuable than anyone has ever tried to take from me.

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