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Well not so simply put I am a mother of six. Five girls and a little boy .I say not so simply put because as any parent knows it's not simple. So I go day to day wandering and feeling my way through this whole Mommy experience. I love my life .I really try to keep life simple, because my mind does not work so well on chaos. I have many passions. Life to me is like a huge book never ending. The chapters keep coming whether I'm ready or not. I guess you could say it's the never ending story. Every person I meet is a new character, and there stories somehow always seem to get meshed in with mine. I’m married to a wonderfully humorous and complex man, whom I love very much. We have 19 years under our belts. I’m very amused with fact that two very different people can learn to live with each other and not explode or lose who they as individuals. But we have and do. So in short form this is a little bit about me and who I am.

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  • RIGHTOUSNESS SPARED
    4

    RIGHTOUSNESS SPARED

    6 years ago

    Get well soon Happy Holidays Merry Christmas Happy Birthday Two pines trees and a snowman Garfield holding on for dear life Saturday life Sunday life Through Monday I searched the island Every inch...

  • Christie's song
    9

    Christie's song

    6 years ago

    Noises of slow quailing Other than that absolute stillness All minds All matters Clearly and correspondingly together Shooing Shang All of these live pests What a...

  • I can guide you , A SIRENS SONG
    4

    I can guide you , A SIRENS SONG

    2 years ago

    Beat beat beat My senses are driven to the beat But still I feel nothing I wish too I know you are still out there I play these keys like an untuned piano trying to find some sort of melody which will move you...

  • a long way from here
    13

    a long way from here

    6 years ago

    Sitting in the hollow awaiting the dew from your mouth to moisten my hammock, as if I were to survive from this type of manna I heard a tale while lying in this hill watching the rapture take place. Conforming my...

  • sittin on top of the world
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    sittin on top of the world

    2 years ago

    Washed out board sunlight standing on the corner of a Sunday afternoon Out there by the old Piggly Wiggly Me clapping my hands as if it were to be the music to wash all our sins away Its a clapping to say hello...

  • Her prayer
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    Her prayer

    6 years ago

    A distant still voice begs for her commitment Her commitment to listen and obey. Still she see’s no way to listen to hear to do as it says How can you listen to a voice that is not eternally heard? She asks...

  • Painted headboard my first....
    6

    Painted headboard my first....

    6 years ago

    OK so this in no formal hub about what I've painted. My 13 year old inspired me to paint a head board for her newly made over bedroom. So this was my attempt to do so. Feel free to leave me your comments good or...

  • I'm at a loss
    7

    I'm at a loss

    6 years ago

      Sometimes words fail me. They float close by me but far enough away so I can not reach them. I see them but I don’t hear what they say to me. Clinging in the air as if they are stuck on a fly strip....

  • Your family tree
    5

    Your family tree

    6 years ago

    The man standing reaching out his hands beneath our tree standing in between you and me. What are we to do? What are we to see? What does this man have to say to you and me? This man standing beneath our tree....

  • Tiny gems
    8

    Tiny gems

    4 years ago

    Gold sparkles being stirred up from the bottom tiny gems floating to the top, because they have no weight. No monetary value just beauty. Just glimmering fleeting beauty, but the weight of these beauties are enough to...

  • These days peace is my fury
    10

    These days peace is my fury

    2 years ago

    So these days I find my hours filled and spurred on by fury. The fire life flicks at us. I believe in the red light this fire shines at me. Addressing every umbilical cord that has been attached to people,...

  • Chosing the unknown
    2

    Chosing the unknown

    6 years ago

    Awaiting results of the unknown Torture A ticking time bomb Waiting for the seconds to creep by Waiting for the unexpected Accepting the expecting Which will it be? Good news Bad news No news An...

  • Faithfully driven
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    Faithfully driven

    6 years ago

    I have stumbled. I have fallen down. I have seen the bottom more than once. Images from the past have haunted me. The bottom has come from my own hands. The bottom has come from what has been done to me. Hands have...

  • My life song sing to you
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    My life song sing to you

    6 years ago

    "Here I am" ( screaming) please wait up ,turn around" "Remember I've been walking with you. Your pace has speed up. I was distracted looking at all the beautiful things along the path. When I saw...

  • Our first time
    5

    Our first time

    2 years ago

    My lovers eyes

  • A time telling of truth
    11

    A time telling of truth

    6 years ago

    . A time telling of truth stared me strait into my face. A minute of failure an hour of denial. A gut feeling deep inside me. A mixture a potion of my heart and soul. You pushed me finding deep inside a forest of...

  • Spirit embittered
    4

    Spirit embittered

    6 years ago

    I know it's wrong in hindsight. Now though it feels so right and so good, my righteous anger. To explode on the outside a manifestation of what is happening in my head my heart. I throw it on you. I thrash my anger...

  • A sign of significance
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    A sign of significance

    6 years ago

    A sign of significance, a time where no truth is told, a place where lies are looked passed like they don't exist. Your comprehension and mine are not the same. You esteem things that I do not. I pursue dreams you...

  • Fear and searching
    1

    Fear and searching

    2 years ago

    Fearlessly searching the undeniable orgasm of life. Cold fingers feel to grip the wet calm setting of mother earth's cock. Bio means both. She completely understands. A rhythm smooth and hard. Filling her until all was...

  • Defy Insanity
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    Defy Insanity

    6 years ago

    Blatant silence. What is becoming a hidden part of me. Recovery my sights fix upon. Sinfully a love for you is caught in the corner of my eye. I feel to write a description of my emotion. Words would not bring justice...

  • Hinder me
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    Hinder me

    6 years ago

    Train of thought. Don't hinder me with you rigid declaration of freedom And rights Strait and narrow the path you push me to find Searching for light so I can see Falling forward into reverse sliding in...

  • 25 things about me
    6

    25 things about me

    6 years ago

    This is a silly 25 list about me read on if you want too... 1. I hate it when people lie to me. Like I can't see through the lies they tell 2. I miss my Mom, my Grandfather and best friends. That have been scattered...

  • A snapping time
    5

    A snapping time

    6 years ago

      . A quiet snapping time, when every noise seems to reflect something inside of you, where every movement gives me a clue there is a world out there beyond me, beyond you. How exciting it can be. How...

  • a BIT GRAVE
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    a BIT GRAVE

    3 years ago

    This headache persists to drag on. I've forgotten my memories up into the present. This anxiety is howling for more. Tearing my insides. Collecting thoughts for evidence to murder played out in my head. My mind has to...

  • An Omen a prayer to life
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    An Omen a prayer to life

    6 years ago

    I can hear the Bull frogs humming their gargled croaks. Thus spring is coming with running water urging life to start living again. Change is coming its coming in waves of unknown fortunes. To me this time change is...

  • Chain smoking
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    Chain smoking

    6 years ago

    Chain smoking again... Pressure to keep my nerves calm, although I don't understand why they are not already. I mean really where do these worries come from? An irrational place of fear and uncertainty. A place of...

  • Birthing
    2

    Birthing

    6 years ago

    I love the simplicity of birth The quiet happenings of full concentration going back to the absolutes of function and desire.... Here there's no need for instruction or discipline, fully instinctively driven common...

  • Bloom where I am
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    Bloom where I am

    2 years ago

    Oh what these thoughts have done to me wandering through space and reality Flying with the wind to plant me into fertile ground I have sown and reaped every seed that tried to make root Shame on those consistencies...

  • Our Moon
    2

    Our Moon

    6 years ago

     If I told you the moon was my friend you might say good-bye.If I let you know the naked truth,that I wish on the same star every night.That when I'm alone I can still feel every touch you gave me. If I was to...

  • What I want to say
    0

    What I want to say

    6 years ago

     With such a rumbling in my stomach.I wander what would come out if only I could just scream.Just be what I want to be.Have no sense of responsibility. Only a longing.A chance to say the boys are back in...

  • My time of reality
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    My time of reality

    6 years ago

    The reality of youth is missing in the experience of being older. Fitting to mold our concepts of reality based upon experience. Being and doing then spending all of our energy. We accept all responsibility. Reaping...

  • Total exhaustion
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    Total exhaustion

    6 years ago

      Being tired to the point I'm numb. I’m unable to feel or move my limbs towards any purpose. So tired and knowing all the while I've done this to myself again. I'm panicked to my core, because the...

  • Empty rising
    2

    Empty rising

    6 years ago

    Black hole Empty rising from deep Inside me This soul tie plagues every Part of me Innocence lost My one promise broken Every voice in my head Lingers to speak again Your dirty faces won’t...

  • Raw nerve
    3

    Raw nerve

    6 years ago

    She said," YOU HAVE ALOT OF NERVE" I said," well I do" "I can control" "I can deceive" "I can manipulate" "I can show you things You don't want to...

  • Relections from the looking glass
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    Relections from the looking glass

    2 years ago

      Smash my face Into the mirror That you see Smother my life Breath from the mouth From which you lie Feel every pulse Feel every beat Close down Clamp onto Securely tighten Every notch...

  • Youth gone mad
    1

    Youth gone mad

    6 years ago

    Sadness has overtaken her Loneliness turned into a fury of anger leaving their youth Afraid and cold Hunger was a priority now sex is there life god of drugs had set them free for a time when no one else would share...

  • Salvation and Mercy
    0

    Salvation and Mercy

    6 years ago

    Lying here so high I think I'm ready to die So soften the pillow to my dreams Sitting here silent swirling within the 5th dimensions of my mind Monster of glory Angel of death Lying there I was dying Standing...

  • This man of mine
    2

    This man of mine

    2 years ago

    Feeling your heartbeat slowly pumping to every cell. I found it in your touch. Here in a lonely place. This ominous space with plenty of room for love or hate. Pieces of me are gone now missing. They’ve floated...

  • Man on fire
    0

    Man on fire

    6 years ago

    . There is no space here for my own inspiration. This insanity is taking lives, raping woman, and giving poverty to our children. I should be lost in a secret love affair privately dancing with a magical music...

  • Hensley Lane
    2

    Hensley Lane

    4 years ago

    Dear Father are you going to accept your wayward daughter? And daughter have you stopped to recognize all your Mother has given you? Beyond the trees a highway is calling giving a way to freedom, but it shows a tender...

  • My Mama taught me this
    1

    My Mama taught me this

    6 years ago

    Be honest Be goodness Don't gossip Don't quarrel Be trustworthy Be kind Be gracious Don't be stubborn Have discretion Be modest Be liberal in giving Search for God Don't provoke my family to...

  • I'll be back
    1

    I'll be back

    6 years ago

    You last saw her running from the stars in your eyes Work was given in vain, Lies kept time in the small world she had all to herself She was here but now she's gone There is sun in the distance of her mind...

  • How to increase breast milk production naturally.
    0

    How to increase breast milk production naturally.

    2 years ago

    How to increase breast milk production.

  • My life at twenty-two
    2

    My life at twenty-two

    6 years ago

    So many thoughts, dreams and words I have so impatiently thrown away. Taken for granted and assuming all of my visions would still be here to ponder over. Now looking back I see how deadly wrong I have been for throwing...

  • Life line
    1

    Life line

    6 years ago

    If only for a moment I could remember the exact scent of your skin If I could feel the warmth of your hand as you reach behind the seat of the car to touch my leg If only for a moment could feel it again The...

  • smoothly
    1

    smoothly

    6 years ago

    I need a smoother pen than this one I need to glide across theses lines more freely Softer Softly feel your romance all around me Soft and sweet sailing across these lines with each other so I can feel you Driven by the...

  • The exit sign
    4

    The exit sign

    6 years ago

    Pulling towards insane… My heart beats faster and faster Harder and harder Deeper and deeper Please just go cold I say If I can't feel please just let it die Let go of this place, surrender to fate ...

  • Thick is better than thin...sometimes
    2

    Thick is better than thin...sometimes

    6 years ago

    Thick ankles, they really do give me good legs to stand on. Where would I be without them? Weak and stubby? No strength to center the weight that is laid upon my back. A self image handicap. I've always...

  • Apart of my journey
    6

    Apart of my journey

    6 years ago

    So a journey I began in 1999 without even knowing I was a traveler. My Mom passed away from Breast cancer, and I suppose this woke me up to some higher purpose. Her death really struck me, hit me somewhere so deep...

  • Life today
    4

    Life today

    6 years ago

    Today… Sunday my family did the usual hustle and bustle to get out the door to church. Seemingly uneventful, you know getting six kids dressed and ready to get out the door. We did it a small triumph. Church and...

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