I'm not selling snakeoil,,,
Pumkin,,,,reality is serioius and it has been even since man took it all upon himself.
It sounds as if you need a miracle, maybe even two or three, and you're a "smoking flax" kind of faith, please forgive me.
I don't deal well with the uncomfortable and in this public forum, there are a lot of toes to be stepped on.
This may be a good time to get your life in order, and forgive me I hate to offend people.
Is it possible in your situation to do any reading? The Word, can be pretty handy and even required reading, if you expect any results.
Above all you must remain confident that He cares for you, you may have too many pets, and He is a jealous fellow, especially with your affections.
Keep your eyes on Him, which you are not doing. Your eyes are on your problems, which is understandable, but who else can just deliver you from all of your problems? Only He can.
He is the one who really cares for each one of us, we are all just little specks of sand on a beach of humanity.
But He wants us to be sober minded, and He wants our attention, we are at war, He is at war, you are at war.
Moving is very tramatic, and being sick is even more awful, I would always consol myself with His Word. In your situation you should develop a closer relationship to Him, after all He is alive and He inhabits the book. We are taught to be at war, but our duty is to be compassionate and sober minded
Perhaps find good homes for at least three of your pooches.
It is our duty to be closer to Him, and to put on His full armor.
Living can be very difficult, for the wealthy or poor, never the less we are expected to seek His face.
Develop a routine in life that involves Him, and the "race" all of mankind is in. The race to him.
Forgive me for sounding harsh, to me it sounds very serious the things you have said. You want to keep your faith in these difficult things, but do you know how? It is by reading for your life and breath, and obeying as much as possible.
Read 2nd peter, and 1 Jn. and don't stop there. You are looking for a fortress to protect you, it is in there Ps 91. You are wondering what to do it is there, hidden, yes hidden in 2 peter 5:1 and Jn 15,16,17:19-26.
There is a cost, ph'p 2:12.
Please don't give up, and fellowship, fellowship a lot.