An Open Letter to My Readers
With Best Wishes Always
I appreciate each and every one of you!!
Today my doctor signed a letter of " total and complete permanet disability". This didn't hit me until I read on and realized that it's meaning was that my health would decline to the point that in the coming ten years, due my physicial disability or the mental disabilities I suffer from will end in my being totally unable to function or in my death.
I am not sad. I have made peace with God a long time ago. What I noticed and missed in the past few months is the inability to write like I did at the beginning and that my hubs have become more personal and I can't put my thoughts together like I used to. Due to my loss of memory, the inability to write the days the crippling arthritis freezes my fingers, the days the depression from bipolar disorder makes me immobile. My inability to answer all of my comments due to the tiredness of chronic obstructive pulmonary disorder that leaves me gasping for breath, all of this hurts me. I do believe that God is the only one who knows when we will go and i find comfort in this.
I have written on many subjects, most of which have touched my life in one way or another. Some were poems. some were stories, others were article like. The only thing i am trying to say is " for each and everyone of you who took the time to read one of my hubs" I hope that you learned and took something positive away from it. That is my reason for writing. Not to become famous, or get rich, but to educate and help someone like me along the roads of life.
I have made many good friends and cherish each and everyone of you. I will keep writing until I am no longer able to. I hope that my words can open doors for you, teach you and remind you that every day in life is precious. I appreciate your comments, your best wishes. To Tammy, Tam, and itakins... my best to you always.
be blessed my friends, take care, live today like there is no tomorrow.
I will always be thinking of you.
P.S. Excuse the spelling somtimes ot the tone of the hub. I mean no offense to anyone.
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