I know it's Tough, but Please, Don't Go

I Lost A Friend Today

Go ahead and laugh, it's okay

this place isn't real, I hear what you say.

We don't know anyone, especially in here

How could you really cry, why hold him dear?

I've never seen his face, never touched is hand

No there was no fond embrace, or catch me if you can.

He isn't gone, like dead, just gone from me

I heard what you said, wait and see.

Laugh, go ahead laugh. It's all a silly game.

Maybe it seems funny, we don't even know his name.

My friend, regardless of what you think,

Dispossess me all, I didn't grab him from the brink

He took an untimely fall and broken I

cannot find a single reason why.

I guess he's out there somewhere, and I should be glad

I can hope he'll find his way back, try not to hurt so bad.

I can do all those even so, anyway

I hurt inside because I know, I lost a friend today.

A Poem for Hokey

The above is my poem for Hokey, and I don't care if anyone says anything... I lost him, I miss him. End of story. No it's not the end, because I am still crying.

My how time flies, just last week I wanted to marry you. I was too old, I know. A harem seemed a bright idea, at least we'd still be close.

I hope it wasn't anything I said or anything I did. If it was I take it back, a hundred times I take it back. Do Over? Please.

Missing pieces of me. Hope to see you someday hokey, Hope to see you someday.

I Can't Stop Crying

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Comments 24 comments

pinkylee 6 years ago

the only thing i can say is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL!!! **HUGS**


blatva 6 years ago

This is amazing :'( and it makes me just a little sad....

*more hugs* I miss Hokey too..


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Thanks you two, Pani Midnyte Odin wrote one too. I hope you will check it out, if you haven't already.

http://hubpages.com/literature/Losing-You


blatva 6 years ago

I did :( I'm actually writing my own now. So many amazing people are leaving..

For me, HubPages isnt just a website. We're all a family.


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Me too! I mean, I have made $2.20, obviously I am not here for the money. I will look for yours.


blatva 6 years ago

That's very sweet ^_^ haha I've made $2 here as well... Honestly? I know longer care about the money. All I care about is the people on here who I have come to... Love.

Some don't understand it, But... It's true. HP is like a family to me.


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

I know. My family doesn't even understand, but then they are busy with their lives. I am home and laid off of work, so I had time to form bonds with people from all over the world. I would never have met this many people if I was working ten jobs in the "real world". I have always formed attachments, but it's because I've always been alone. Not lonely, just alone.


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tantrum 6 years ago from Tropic of Capricorn

What a wonderful poem for Hokey ! I hope we'll have news soon !


blatva 6 years ago

I know how you feel. But really, I never feel lonely anymore.. I come on everyday and so many people are just.. happy to see me. The bonds we form here, I feel like they are somehow stronger then in the "real world". Because everyone here can see us for who we really are. Our writing, our poems, They are personal parts of us. And the people on HP have a front row of us.

Sorry, I'm rambling ^^''


Pani Midnyte Odin 6 years ago

Beautiful, Faybe :)

I just hope he at least writes one of us back soon.


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Thanks Tantrum. I wrote him, but no reply, maybe you can? PS you look nakey.

Blatva, Ramble, it's a comfort to talk. I have never been lonely, not really. I like solitude. But now, I check, all the time. Just seeing if someone needs me, and when Hokey needed me, I was off doing research.


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Me too. Thanks Pani. Look now I've got you hooked on rescuing the leaving. You're such a sweet heart. I am so glad you are here to feel what make me haunt the forums. I feel a hub coming on.


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Pamela99 6 years ago from United States

This is wonderful, beautiful hub. Thank you.


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Thanks Pamela. I hope no one else leaves. If only for that. Thank you, don't leave, okay?


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myownworld 6 years ago from uk

Lovely poem Faybe....and your sincerity really comes through.

Don't lose heart please. A few months ago, we all lost a very dear friend here too: we started threads, cried...lost all joy for the forums...but slowly gradually, we heard news that he was doing ok..and that he just needed time away. I still miss him every day (he never came back) but we all know he's out there getting on with his life and the thought is such a comfort!

Stay strong.... and keep pouring it all in words....it's one way of reaching him. Do take care, much love x


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Thanks Myownworld. I always avoided the hard-boiled guys, and then I found a couple that made me take notice, A Texan and Hokey. Sure enough I lost them both. I didn't even comment on A Texan because I was scared. LOL. He'd be laughing at me right now.


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Sandyspider 6 years ago from Wisconsin, USA

Very beautiful and bittersweet hub.


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Thanks Sandyspider. I appreciate you always showing up to read. You are one special spider. Thank you. It makes my day just seeing your "smiling face" on top of all those legs. LOL.


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creativeone59 6 years ago from Gold Canyon, Arizona

Thank youmFyabe for a simply unique poem,.thank you for sharing it. Godspeed. creativeone59


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Thank you Creativeone! It's always good to see you. I have more of your daily words to catch up on.


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Rafini 6 years ago from Somewhere I can't get away from

Beautiful, it makes me sad, but I don't know why. I don't form attachments like others do, but it makes me sad to hear of loss.

Feeling better? I hope so. :)


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Hi Rafini, doubtless that is one of the few differences between us. Maybe it is just that I am alone a lot. Or some childhood mishap.

Yes I am better now. Thank you for asking.


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hazel grace 6 years ago

0h h0w beautiful p0em. I felt it fr0m my heart. Such a l0vely but sad. I h0pe f0r ur rec0very. :'( im sad f0r yu really i am :(


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Faybe Bay 6 years ago from Florida Author

Thank you Hazel Grace, it is better now. Sometimes when people see how you feel they come back around. Thank you.

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