Going on the train again today to go down to Poway so I can help my mom prepare for the funeral and get things ready for the memorial gathering afterwards.
I just hope that this time will go by better and that I'll have a seat this time. Last time was a definitely funny though. Had no sitting room so I got on and stood by the door so I'll be one of the first ones off at my stop. There had been a game so that is why so many ppl. They also have a bar on the train...how nice not. N-e-ways one guy who walked by, already tipsy drunk, carrying TWO Bud Lights, and looked at me and for no reason threw his trash, a napkin thankfully nothing harder, at me and hit feel a few feet in front of me. Then he started for the stairs and instanlty I hoped that he would trip up the stairs. And I think Karama was listening because BAM! He tripped up the stairs and dropped one of his beers. IT WAS GREAT! Sad thing was both beers were for him. I saw him get off sucking on one and carrying the other one.
I hope that this trip is more pleasant and that I have a seat. lol
The details of to and from always drive me nuts as well. But people can be so entertaining. I do enjoy people watching and sometimes meeting interesting sorts. All that aside, travel well, and I hope everything works out so you can have good memories from it all.
sa⋅dism [sey-diz-uhm, sad-iz-] Show IPA –noun 1. Psychiatry. sexual gratification gained through causing pain or degradation to others. Compare masochism. 2. any enjoyment in being cruel. 3. extreme cruelty.
As I was saying, one of the purest dichotomies is that between sexual gratification and sexual erotica, wherein the very principle of erotica is that it stimulates but never quite reaches the point of gratification. And, as I was saying before, this action lately is going to require a note from my Dr. with permission to be active in this manner, because, pant, pant, pant - I am quite, well, breathless!
Of course, Dr. says, of course its ok - and especially if I'm just, you know, kinda watching. (she blushes and looks down) If I get that breathless again I am to put my head down between my legs, immediately! and breath deeply - wooooh! gettin a little dizzy !