Yes... as a matter of fact. My life just may become one. Right now I'm working on a non fiction book . But, I dont have to tell you millions of people around the world, as well as our country, pay to watch movies every day. People's lives often end up in books and movies as well as mags and oh...I better not forget newspapers So, it's all part of living and life. Last night, I took time out to watch the movie "The Note Book" what a good drama that was!
Good, that means your admitting you will pay to see it TattoGuy. As that is the only way you will see it! To quote you Tattoguy, or whatever your name is, you said, " Lol I look forward to yer movie." So, since you indicate you will pay to see it. I think the Lol (laugh) is on you!! Now, make like a bee and fly away tattoguy.
Are you kidding me.I'm not sure I don't live behind a screen the rest of the world can sit back..relax and watch. So to keep this in short time.I'll just get down to the grit of it.I have a half-brother ans sister whom I'v just become aware of and now They are sitting in my living room.The day before yesterday my oldest daughter turned 15 and I found out that my Dad has 3 inoperable tumors on his brain. My siblings havn't seen him since they were babes themselves.So here I am the older sister,with a cynder block shoved on my chest.To make peace? We are leaving together to be with him.He has no idea and I will reindroduce his children back to him.The man and Father he is now..
You're joking right? Well, it all started back in September, I kept getting these emails from who I thought was an internet predator stalker but who I later learned was not, just a lurker. Though I suspected it was a serial killer, though the person laughed about it so I knew they must be joking for sure. So it escalated.......
Well, come to find out, it was another hubber. Yep, sure was....but I'll never say who. Only they really weren't stalking me only just thought I reminded them of their 'one & only' who got away....so I dealt with it...and it was flattering. But being I'm married........
Not going to do anything about it? Well....being that I was vulnerable, lonely (deer hunting season) OMG, I struggled!!! Made me realized just what I was missing in my marriage. Then made me see, also, how unstable the single life would be. Never knowing anyone for real, no commitment. I thought, "Well heck, what's better for me? Maybe kinda sorta a fantasy 'love' that might or might be and that would probably feel unstable anyway or a committed love that is safe, secure, yet boring because there was nothing left in common.......so....
So? So? Your not working for Mills and Boon are you? If you are, can you write one about a bad girl, who does bad things, gets the good guy and makes his life a misery ever after? Any way, what happens next?
So...I didn't know what to do. I worked on my marriage very very hard, yet thought about "what if" with the maybe predator, stalker, lurker but maybe not since they were very convincing but I trust no one due to fear of abandonment issues and fear of rejection. But my heart was torn..!!!! In all humanity..I swear this is true, I'm not making this up....so here it is, months later and I'm still wondering "what if" with the stalker whatever, but not really a stalker probably a good person, just not structured. Then I look at what I have and say, " you know, this is safety. This is comfortable..boring, but safe. Not happy, not joyous, not miserable. Do I want to be alone & on my own out there with all the 2 legged snakes who deceive and me being 51?"
Boring can be really good you know. In some countries its a positive luxury. And the what ifs are great to ponder on sometimes, when you can't sleep or your on a tedious journey. People are never as interesting as they would like to think. My blokes got bullet hole scars and he still bores the pants off me sometimes. And the stalker guy probably has a hobby that could be counted as a mental illness. Is there any more? And what has being 51 got to do with dallying with the opposite sex?
Well, hon, there's not much more. Other than the fact no action was taken toward the one pursuing. As far as it goes, ole dude probably has lots of skeletons with cobwebs....but still lurks in the distance, on the edge, not in.....and that's it. I'm still here, stable, safe and secure reading the "Five Love Languages" and my hubby is reading it too. That's a step. I don't know what the heck being 51 has to do with it, it just came out. Think I'm insecure about turning old?
Maybe, just a little. I'm 50 this year but I feel 25. As long as I don't wear the varyfocals I don't really think too much about my age. Although I do ache in the mornings...... Anyway, great cliff hangers, good hubbing out with you, off to bed now, its 1.30 am in France and the old man's just stopped using the chop saw. Long term relationships eh?
Just over a week ago, a guy came over from England to meet me and discuss my helping him write a book he's been researching for over 20 years concerning Christianity. Without going into detail, the subject matter will almost certainly be considered heretical. My house was hit by lightening on the night he left. It fried my computer and internet access. Dat da daaaaaaaaa!