I read his last poem but I just went back to see if I could copy and paste and place here, but it's gone to. WOW..is all I can say, I loved his poetry. Sure it was raunchy and dark at times, buy hey he has a poet's heart :0(
I agree, he also just a few days accepted me and Wayne Brown and 50 Calibre as freinds on Facebook and today I see he is no longer on Facebook either or at least he has removed himself from being a friend. I sent an email off to Wayne as they were both bantering funny poems back and forth to each other this past week.
That was the tragic loss of his sister a few weeks ago. He came back after that and wrote lots of hubs, I don't think this is the reason he's gone. After reading his last poem, it was very upsetting and he was swearing a lot in it and saying like they did him in and wished all us hubbers the best and he was going to go get blasted for a few months, so something else has upset him for sure.
That thread was from two months ago when his sister passed away. I e-mailed him he will always be my bud. I will let you know when I hear from him, but it is truly not like Charlie to completely disappear unless something deeper is transpiring.
I'm just hoping for the best - I love that guy, really! Hope to see him back again soon. Actually wanted to go back to his latest posting this morning as I had read it but not commented yet. Hope he replies to you, AEvans. Plese let us all know.
I just noticed Ralwus gone as I was preparing to add him to my list of favourite HubPages poets. I hope everything's alright and that eventually, when he's worked out his issues, he comes back. Terrible thing about the internet is you care about the people you meet as you care about anyone else, yet they can just vanish on you like they can't in 'real life'.
I just checked his profile page, too. The wonderful madman has done this before, he chooses to take down his previous stuff and reinvent himself. Now his avatar is a sea creature and he has 3 published hubs. I am still listed as a fan. I'm pretty sure he's okay and definitely still here.
some people seem to search for sorrow, i have had it thrust upon me. some are vengeful with it, i simply have accepted it as a way.
don't people realize there is so little time? and for them to mutilate it all their life like that . . . there is never a way to recover all that time wasted.
i am just so tired of pain, real pain that feels like my spleen will explode; like my back is is being pounded by black demons with hot irons a rotted heart that pinches the throat, that alien on my back called NHL; the shaking of my bone, the tremor in my soul as i try to feel my way in darkness; the shortness of breath that darkens my eye.
now do you understand my friends? would you be angry with me now? may i have your blessings to leave? i will leave you my pomes. leave me my peace.
Charlie God speed my friend and I trust you will find yourself and get on with living and doing what you need to do to survive. I give you a virtual hug and tap on the back with best wishes, you know that we will be here praying for you and welcome you back with open arms when your ready. God bless and peace, now go out there and play and have fun with discovery.
The poems sound far darker than simply wanting to take a break, but I wish him the peace he is craving. I know of the desire to rest and be freed from pain. I wish him the best and hope he stays well and returns to us someday. I respect him a great deal.
just came - searching forums on "ralwus" after reading his last poem that didn't allow comments. I hope he's just taking a break as is being said here. The last poem seemed to imply something more dark... hopefully it was just poetic for taking a break. A truly gifted man. I do hope he returns soon and is well.
I just sent him an email, Holle, and it's just so hard when you don't really know what's going on. Thank God he reached out to you. Love and prayers always to such a rich and beautiful presence here on HP!
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