Hi Paula, I am 49, my name is Gloria. I don't get the self-betrayal thing, despite 15 years of...

therapy, 25 years of alchol and spirituality to get into the unconscious, despite working with healers, etc, etc......quick, 3 fathers, uncaring mom, was sexually abused by BOTH sexes by the time I was 7, continued by males until college. I have spent 12 years alone by choice. Iam a single mom though. I hate everyone. Should I? I think. Obviously I trust no one, so it appears to me that the dynamic keeps happening within over and over and over. Despite my trying to heal. Any suggestions??? I thank you.

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