There are children dying all around the world, more addiction than you would think possible, devastation left and right... even just daily living; when your kids get the flu, or you can't pay the bills, or your car breaks down etc... it can be overwhelming and totally disheartening. But there are those who find a way to make each moment one worth living.
Those who wipe their kids fevered brow and are caught up in how much they love that child. Those who find a way to work, even though their car bit the dust, and marvel at how it all worked out. Those who paid the bills one more week, and can only credit it to the goodness of God.
Then... every once in a while, you get a Disney Land moment. A fireworks and glitter in the air, diamonds sparkling on the sea, waterfall spray in the air kind of moment and it makes all those other moments come together into one large awesome realization... that life, with all its ups and downs, all it's hurts and wonders... is indeed magical.
I am suddenly very depressed. All I want to do is eat and watch t.v. I am struggling to make myself write anything, and haven't been writing much at all. I don't want to research anything, or look through adwords...