the endevours of this life are endless,the persuits perpetual; the fasilures painful; the achievements never enough. yet people persue the future with all there present resources and desert the present. guarantee i you that the future soon becomes the presentant is detasted and deserted as if not previously persued and craved for.question what then is persuit worth if it only suffices a tincture of the hard work.
get off the net, go set a reasonable goal and attain it! you will then answer your own questions.
Get into life, do not fear it, or think it is not worthwhile. If you just sit and question, you get nothing but philosophical answers. Make your way, make a goal or two, then chase that with passion and zen; and above all- have fun!
There will always be time for questions that have no answers, do what you can do and love to do for real!