There are no memories of us together
there are no memories that I can keep you alive within me
I dismissed your importance to me ....
and now its to late....
I never called you back ...
I hope you can see me where ever you are
and know that I am deeply sorry for not being there for you
as you expected me to be...
I hold this guilt and sadness I do not want to share
I am ashamed to not have been who you expected me to be
I am so sorry
I hope you can see me and hear me wherever you are
I am sorry I never really meant to not say what I did not know
I felt until now that you are gone
No memories of you console me
Only the message you left me
that is the only thing left behind I have of you
I miss you and I love you
didn't realize how much until now
I hope to see you one day and be together
with you in the after life like we were never
together in this life