Thanks Taleb80 and lovelife08.
For me, when I am alone and I know no one seeing me, I close my eyes and try to meditate. Sometimes, I want to experience God. I mean, like the other people who meditate and they are claiming that they feel God is with them at that particular moment. I want to experience that also. I want to feel like I am not here and I am travelling on my mind to somewhere I can meet God. I know I won't be allowed to see Him. It doesn't matter. I just want to feel and experience Him. My own.