Are you serious? Do some online research about how many people - even famous people have died from that. They start out thinking they can control it, but at some point it takes over. have you ever really looked at a person with that disease?
It's scary and sad, and NOT a person anyone would want to have sex with.
I grew up being too skinny, and believe me it wasn't fun. People made fun of me all the time. Now, at my age and after having 3 kids, I finally managed to put some weight on, and guess what? I Love having curves.
If you need to talk about anything, you can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org and I will give you my phone number. I've been through a lot in my life, and one thing I do know is that it helps to talk to a third party. Seriously, I would love to talk to you and I get free long distance! :)