Imagine feeling HAPPY!! for getting your highest hubpages earnings

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   Mikeydoesposted 13 years ago

   Now in that same instant feel your GUTS GET WRENCHED OUT.
   
   I get home on the night of halloween feeling good, had a good time, thinking about bed. I had only made 2 cents from when I left at 2, so I was thinking.. blah I don't want to check adsense I'll be very disappointed. But hell its on the way to the bed so I look anyway. I take a quick gander and look away to click the X in disappointment. and wouldn't ya know it BAM $3.35 bringing my grand total to $11!! I checked to see if it was on 7 days and it wasn't!!! I was shocked and so excited.
   
   I was so happy that I was in the process of texting my brother the great news. That instant my phone rings with an unfamiliar number. I answered knowing it was a friend most likely. All I hear is a girl who I know panicing and her asking me what happened to megan, and my heart dropped. My imagination pictured  all of the megans in my life and my heart was racing a million miles an hour because I knew by the sound of her voice death was involved. I pictured several megans and knew it was a certain one.
   
   I already know she is dead and I still don't believe it(its been 20-30 minutes to this point). There is nothing on facebook, but my friends won't just call me and lie. The fact that nothing is on facebook pretty much makes it so it hasn't hit me yet. Tomorrow is going to suck. I can honestly say she was one of the few girls I had a crush on, but never really planned on going after her.
   
   Megan was 23 and absolutely beautiful.

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      Marie Louiseposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Wow, very sad!  Makes us think about how short life really is and why we shouldnt let anyone get away without telling them we care.

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      schoolgirlforrealposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Sorry. I feel for you.
      I hope you can get thru it ok. ((hugs))!

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   WryLiltposted 13 years ago

   That's awful! Life seems to be good at getting you while you're up... or for that matter down too.
   
   Now I feel too sad to congratulate you on the adsense...

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      Mikeydoesposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Ha, well I'm was more or less going for that. Because thats what happened to me.
      
      I'm going to bed with not enough concrete proof of her death, so I will sleep tonight expecting the best.
      
      I'm just hoping I can say my friends got me good to you guys tomorrow
      
      "Wow, very sad!  Makes us think about how short life really is and why we shouldnt let anyone get away without telling them we care."
      
      Well there is only 2 girls that I had a crush on like that, maybe here soon I'll tell the other one, because you are right.

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   IzzyMposted 13 years ago

   Mikeydoes, this is tragic news. Update us when you can, please.

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   saleheensblogposted 13 years ago

   I wish you will overcome the sorrow.

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   prettydarkhorseposted 13 years ago

   I hope you will feel better as the days go by...

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   Mikeydoesposted 13 years ago

   I am holding up very well and should until the wake, at that point it will be the worst.
   
   http://www.chicagobreakingnews.com/mt-s … p;limit=20

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      prettydarkhorseposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      that was tragic, very young. Hugs Mikey!

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         Mikeydoesposted 13 years agoin reply to this

         TY! It feels weird sitting here. Not bored, not overly upset, don't really know what to do.

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