A Personal Experience with EMDR : Learning to Cope with Strong Emotions

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There has been some exciting news from Northwestern University. A blood test has been developed to diagnose major depression in adults. According to the researchers, it could even help predict who will most likely benefit from cognitive therapy and measure whether cognitive therapy is working.

Right now treatment for depression is highly subjective and doctors engage in lots of trial and error. Having measurable biological markers could revolutionize treatment and improve life for many patients.


Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing

Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) therapy is based on a belief that many psychological problems are caused by incomplete or incorrect information processing. A trained therapist identifies possible triggers for abnormal behaviors, e.g. visual images or negative beliefs, and uses EMDR to guide the patient through reprocessing of the trigger. EMDR has been effective in treating post-traumatic stress from combat, rape, or auto accidents. It can also be used to treat other kinds of emotional distress.

Although EMDR requires careful attention and great skill on the part of the therapist, it is fairly simple for the patient. Reprocessing involves thinking about the trigger while experiencing "dual stimulation." Dual stimulation can take the form of guided eye movements, taps alternating between the right and left sides of the body, or a device held by the patient that vibrates alternately in the right or left hand. As a layman, my understanding is that the dual stimulation causes both the right and left sides of the brain to be stimulated. Thus a memory that has been stored only as strong negative emotion can be reprocessed by the logical part of the brain during EMDR.

Over a series of office visits, the therapist guides a patient by systematically identifying triggers and reprocessing them. During the time of remembering and external physical stimulus, the typical patient moves from emotional distress to a state of different understanding or insight about the trigger. For example, a therapist may guide a rape victim from the dysfunctional "I should have done something differently..." to the more constructive "It wasn't my fault. I did nothing wrong." The patient should be monitored frequently during the early stages of EMDR therapy in case strong emotional reactions occur. Over the course of therapy, new triggers may surface as old ones are reprocessed. Therapy continues until patient and therapist are satisfied with the results.


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Does EMDR Work?

Because EMDR has a physiological as well as psychological basis, it works even if the patient is skeptical. The patient need only consent to cooperate with the therapist. As a person with an engineering background, I approached my therapist skeptically. I had a practical concern, i.e. "Just fix it!" My therapist gave me a book about EMDR to read before my first session. He told me he knew he could not trick me into feeling better and assured me that EMDR could help me process my pain logically.

At my first session I expressed fear that if I let my pain out, the pain would never stop. The therapist promised me the pain would not last forever. I looked him in the eye and said, "You better be right!" He smiled and began the session. I was amazed. After remembering something that triggered a torrent of tears, I moved from pain and a mistaken belief to a logical understanding of the trigger. Over several sessions, I resolved many unresolved issues and was able to function better even in stressful situations. I see EMDR as a way of fixing my internal programming; If you give a computer (or a brain) faulty programming, you will not get the right results. The solution is to find the faulty code and replace it with the correct code.

Disclaimer: The information in this article is based on my personal experience. My hope is to make people aware of EMDR and its possible benefits. You should consult a physician or mental health professional to find out if eye movement desensitization and reprocessing may be helpful in any particular situation.

Reference:

EMDR Institute, Inc. A Brief Description of EMDR. http://www.emdr.com/faqs.html accessed March 9, 2011.

On a Personal Note...

Those who have never been clinically depressed must wonder at times, "What's the big deal?" I was such a person myself, thinking depression was the same thing as disappointment or sadness--something you just get over in time if you "keep your chin up." The idea that anyone would need medical intervention seemed absurd to me. All that changed, however, when I sank into the abyss myself. Let me help the reader understand what depression looks like from the inside.

I had many classic symptoms from the Merck Manual: withdrawn, unable to experience emotions normally, unable to concentrate or to make decisions, poor appetite, guilt, helplessness, and hopelessness. In addition to the symptoms, however, I had a wall between myself and the rest of the world--a wall I built myself so that nobody would guess how dreadfully ill I was. I could not let anyone know that in my mind, my own voice was telling me I was a complete failure and I would never be happy again. The voice also concluded that I deserved to be miserable and should feel guilty for failing my family by being so ill. My friends also could not know that I was using vast amounts of energy to keep the wall intact. I kept up the façade of sanity, and was exhausted by the daily effort required. I was deathly afraid someone would figure out I was crazy and I would then lose my family and my friends.

One part of my mind, however, struggled to remain rational. This part knew I needed help, but my illness was keeping me from trusting the very people who could help me! Finally, one day, I cried out for help. I fell apart in front of several friends; once the tears breached the wall, I could not stop them. Proving the voice in my head to be a liar, these friends surrounded me for the next weeks and months, got me to the doctor, took me on a restful weekend (the physical exhaustion was unbelievable)--and saved my life! In my case, I needed rest, treatment of hypothyroidism, and short-term anti-depressant medication until I got the right cognitive therapy. I escaped from the abyss with the help of many people. The liar in my head shut up, and my family and friends ran toward me, not away from me.

My hope is that someone reading this will recognize some of the symptoms, and will seek help for themselves or for a friend. The abyss is terrifying, and one does not often escape without help. I no longer fear they abyss, because I know the way out.

Source: Berkow, Robert, M.D., The Merck Manual of Medical Information: Home Edition, 1997, by Merck & Co., Inc., chapter 84

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BlissfulWriter 4 years ago

That's very interesting and informative info about EMDR. Glad that it is effective thearpy.


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L.L. Woodard 4 years ago from Oklahoma City

I understand the theory behind the method, but I've never talked to or read about someone who has made use of it. It's good to learn about your positive results.


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kschimmel 4 years ago from North Carolina, USA Author

Thanks for your comments. EMDR was a Godsend for me. I was able to go off anti-depressants after the therapy, except for a few months of unusual stress. EMDR helped me recognize triggers and sometimes nip them in the bud before they cause lasting problems.


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Jarn 4 years ago from Sebastian, Fl

What sort of therapist can do EMDR? I may try it for myself.


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kschimmel 4 years ago from North Carolina, USA Author

My therapist was a licensed professional counselor with an Ed.D.


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gsidley 4 years ago from Lancashire, England

I'm always interested to read personal accounts from the recipients of psychological therapy. Delighted to hear that you gained such benefit from EMDR.

If you don't mind me asking, did you try any other psychological therapy prior to EMDR?


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creativebutterfly 4 years ago from Florida USA

EMDR is very good. Many of my clients have used EMDR and I have used it myself. As a Holistic Therapist I use similar methods with my clients but never trained up on EMDR but know how great it is. Glad you had a great result.


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kschimmel 4 years ago from North Carolina, USA Author

Gsidley, I did not try any other therapies, other than anti-depressants and a few visits to a psychologist when I was first diagnosed with depression. I was very skeptical of "shrinks" until I learned EMDR was physiologically based. German engineers are not too fond of spilling their guts:)


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Spirit Whisperer 4 years ago from Isle of Man

Yes, EMDR is a very effective therapy and like any therapy as long as the key ingredients of rapport and agreement between therapist and client is present.

The psychiatrists tried to keep EMDR to themselves by only offering training to psychiatrists. I thought that was a bit strange but thankfully training is now freely available and often times it is the people without the Psychiatry qualification that make the best EMDR therapists.

TIR and EFT are also highly effective methods to help clients release repressions and I tend to use these in my own private Hypno-Psychotherapy practice here in the Isle of Man.

Thank you.


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thehouseofinfo 3 years ago

My daughter has already been through a trauma focused therapy. She just started EMDR about a month ago, and we are very excited about it. She was in the foster system until the age of 11, so she has an extensive background in loss. I hope this can help her work through her past. http://www.charmingchar.com


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kschimmel 3 years ago from North Carolina, USA Author

A friend who has adopted children from failed placements has used EMDR therapy to help at least one of the children. When it works it is truly amazing and even if it did not, there are no drug side-effects. There is no harm in trying it.


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techygran 2 years ago from Vancouver Island, Canada

kschimmel, thank you for this informative article. I am going to do an exploration of EMDR as another tool in my basket-- lots of depression and PTSD in our backgrounds and/or possibly in our futures-- just the way we are fixed in this world.

I also plan to check out your EMDR-related links.

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kimberlyschimmel 2 years ago from Greensboro, NC

I am happy to share info that could help with trauma or depression.


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Emese Fromm 20 months ago from The Desert

Thank you for this very informative article and for sharing your experience. Glad it worked in your case.


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kschimmel 20 months ago from North Carolina, USA Author

Yes, for me it was a Godsend.


aristotle 17 months ago

When I read your quote below, it was as though I was the one writing.

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Thisa write up is a masterpiece.

"I had many classic symptoms from the Merck Manual: withdrawn, unable to experience emotions normally, unable to concentrate or to make decisions, poor appetite, guilt, helplessness, and hopelessness. In addition to the symptoms, however, I had a wall between myself and the rest of the world--a wall I built myself so that nobody would guess how dreadfully ill I was. I could not let anyone know that in my mind, my own voice was telling me I was a complete failure and I would never be happy again. The voice also concluded that I deserved to be miserable and should feel guilty for failing my family by being so ill. My friends also could not know that I was using vast amounts of energy to keep the wall intact. I kept up the façade of sanity, and was exhausted by the daily effort required. I was deathly afraid someone would figure out I was crazy and I would then lose my family and my friends."


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kschimmel 17 months ago from North Carolina, USA Author

Good news is, there is a way through all that!

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