Epilepsy, When You Want To Work But Disability Denies It.

There are many people who have epilepsy. Some have it worse then others, it is just a fact of life. Sometimes seizures are so bad, that surgery is the only thing that will keep a person alive. The seizures get so bad, a person stops breathing after a seizure. Sometimes one minute, sometimes two minutes. After two minutes, the people in the hospital help you breath. They call it "bagging"

After surgery, the seizures sometimes stop, for a year or so. Then they begin to creep up on you again. Or, you can start to have problems. Some of my hubs have been written about these problems. They can go away or stay. Or new ones come. That is just the way it is.

Back to disability. Disability has a program, that can teach you how to get back to work. They do this for a lot of people. The first thing they do is send a nurse practitioner to your house. She talks to you, but that is all she does. Then she talks to your doctor, and looks over your medical history. After that, she makes a choice. This time, she said "NO". So, I did not qualify for the "Work Program".

But, that will not make me suffer. No, it will not. I have felt bad long enough. If one can wait another year, it is OK. Yes, there have been problems, but they have been taken care of. One more year, is only one more year. No, it will not defeat me! Not this time. I will try again, and again......

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North Wind 4 years ago from The World (for now)

Yes Michele, do not give up. You do work right now. You are a caring and consistent mother and wife and you write as well. Do not give up If you wish to get to be in the work program I will hope along with you if it helps.


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Thank you North Wind that means a lot to me. That will help I know it will.


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Deborah Brooks 4 years ago from Brownsville,TX

Michele my sweet wonderful caring friend.. I am praying for you.. I have another friend that has the same problem.. You both are in my prayers.. my heart hurts for both of you.. I will put this on the prayer request page on Facebook so everyone can pray.. God bless you

Debbie


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Deborah Brooks 4 years ago from Brownsville,TX

. say to those with fearful hearts, Be strong, do not fear; your God will come, he will come with vengeance; with divine retribution he will come to save you.

(Isaiah 35:4)


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DrMark1961 4 years ago from The Beach of Brazil

Like you said sometimes it is so much worse for some than others. Every time my nephew would get a job he would have a seizure, miss a few days, and be "let go". An uphill struggle for all of us.


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Faith Reaper 4 years ago from southern USA

Dearest Sister in Christ Michele, God bless you and keep you. You are so strong. I will pray the program people have a change of heart and mind in regards to your case dear one. God loves you and we all love you too. God is a God of justice and you will prevail in this. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. In His Love, Faith Reaper


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Thank you Debbie, and Faith Reaper. Your prayers mean a lot to me. They will make a difference. Dr. Mark you are correct, it is an uphill struggle, but there is nowhere else to go.

Thank you so much for your comment.


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Jackie Lynnley 4 years ago from The Beautiful South

This is horrible and it is not right. Our government goes out of its way to help people not even citizens, hand outs at our expense and then things like this are just not right. I have heard of other things like this too. One man with cancer. One woman with hands so horrible looking with arthritis it was unbelievable was denied. It is so disgusting and I feel so bad for you. I have no idea what anyone can do. Letting others know though is an important step. They would love for you to keep quite. good for you for telling.


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Mhatter99 4 years ago from San Francisco

I can appreciate. On Fri. I lost what little speech I had. Typing is getting harder...


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Jackie thank you, the thing is, some people fake having disabilities. They are the ones who steal from people who truly have disabilities. The back to work program, helps people who have disabilities, start to get off disability and find jobs. I know there are still problems, but if I start to show improvement then I can start working, find a job even if it is part time, maybe it will help someone else who needs disability.


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Mhatter, I understand, I will pray for you. The words you type are not only words, they are much more then that. They are beautiful poems. They reach out and touch the heart of the reader. I read all of them, but do not comment as much as I should. I will keep praying for you

God bless you my friend.


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Civil War Bob 4 years ago from Glenside, Pennsylvania

Good hub, Michele...voted up, useful, beautiful, and interesting. May you stand firm in Him and the strength of His might!!


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lifegate 4 years ago from Pleasant Gap, PA

Attitude is the name of the game and you've got a great one. Victory isi just around the corner.


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Thanks again Civil War Bob. I pray for God to lead me on the path He wants me to follow. It will happen. It might just be next year, but it will happen.


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

God does give victory, lifegate. We follow Him. I believe this to be true. I will keep following God.

Thank you for what you have written.


Larry Wall 4 years ago

Just now seeing this Hub--was not getting my notifications or I would have commented sooner.

I know you are a strong and determined woman, we have agreed enough and debated enough to know that. I understand your determination and your frustrations, especially being denied access to the work program by one nurse making one visit. I may have told you, possibly not, but my son is living on the edge of having epilepsy as a result of the accident he was in back in 2007. He was put on anti-seizure medication as soon as they saw the brain wave patterns. He has not had a seizure, but he will be taking the meds the rest of his life. In addition, he asked his neurologist to run the test (I can never remember if it is the eeg or the ekg) anyway, the doctor said he would have to take him off his meds for a week and the scar tissue might prevent accurate test results and he then added he did not want to do that because"I think you are at high risk for seizures." It has been five years since the accident and so far no seizures, so we keep praying. Like you, he has been through a lot and like you he has had trouble finding employment. I am certain you will because you are a determined person and I am proud to call you my friend.

Larry


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Larry

I am also proud to call you my friend. The eeg is the measurement of the brain waves. I will keep trying, and will also keep praying for your son. Maybe for now, I can spend some time on the website. :)


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teaches12345 4 years ago

My dear Michele, I wish I could give you a big hug in person right now -- you have been through so much. I admire your stamina and positive attitude in keeping focused on what is good in life. Prayers sent your way. Jer 29:11


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Lipnancy 4 years ago from Hamburg, New York

Michele, Look at all the wonderful work that you do on hubpages. You are not only a wonderful writer, you consistently help other hubbers, educate many and spread you joy and light all over the internet.


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

teaches12345 Thank you for your prayers. They mean a lot to me.


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Lipnancy Thank you so much :) You made my day better!


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agilitymach 4 years ago

I agree with others. Keep fighting!!! People with disabilities do more fighting than those without them realize. You stay strong!!


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

agilitymach Thank you I will keep trying. I believe it will happen, it will, I just know it will.


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Now I have good news. I have kept trying. I have been accepted. My first interview, well phone call interview will be next Friday!! Thank you all your prays and advise. Thank you so much!!


Larry Wall 4 years ago

Michele:

Congratulations on being accepted. I will be praying that the interview goes well. Please keep us informed. I believe you are the kind of woman who can do anything she wants despite the obstacles that may confront you. Please know my prayers are always with you.

Larryl


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Thank you Larry,

Your comments and prayers mean a lot to me. I am going to keep trying. Thank you so much!


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Michael-Milec 4 years ago

Hallo Michele

" No, it will not, no ,it will not defeat you; not this time , not ever!!"

This is my stand of agreement wit you, - ( inviting any believer ) to believe, in pover of prayer , In the NAME of Jesus : total healing come. We receive it from you, faithful God Almighty.

We thank you for your faithfulness to give us , what we ask according to your will, and your will is that your child will be healthy and prosperous .

Amen.


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Michele Travis 4 years ago from U.S.A. Ohio Author

Michael-Milec thank you so much. Thank you for praying for me. God is so good it is wonderful. Prayer is powerful!

God bless you!

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