Great American Smokeout: When Nicotonic Receptors Must Die!

One day, as I was spending some time with my oldest son, we observed a man driving by in his car, windows down, smoke pouring out, cigarette in hand. I kinda chuckled and turned to my son and said, "That used to be me." He looked at me and said with a grin, "I know, mom, and now when I think of you smoking in the house or the car or when I see other people doing it, it just doesn't even make any sense!" For a few moments there, I felt very, very proud of myself.

Then, I snapped back to reality. I may not smoke in my house or in my car, but I still smoke. I don't carry my cigarettes or lighter around with me, but I know that once I get back home they will be waiting for me. *sigh*

My goal was to quit smoking altogether on the 35th Annual Great American Smoke Out in 2010. I quit for an entire 38 hours, and then I just "had" to light up. You can read all about that time in my other blog - Great American Smokeout: The Next 48 Hours. Again...man. Talk about some disappointment. *SIGH*

ANYWAYS...

For whatever it might be worth, I can say that after 20 years of smoking, I have definitely changed the way I smoke, which has proved to be a challenge all of itself. I don't smoke in the house, and I don't smoke in the car. I don't carry my cigarettes and lighter around with me everywhere. While I still am battling my nicotine addiction, I don't let it completely control every aspect of my life.

Additionally, I have changed the amount I smoke. I now smoke much less than I did before. Before, I was smoking anywhere from a pack to a pack and a half of full-flavor menthol Newports per day. According to a report I found online regarding the nicotine and tar amounts in cigarettes (Erowid Tobacco Vault : Info on Nicotine Content of Cigarette Brands), full-flavored menthol Newports (what I smoked for 20 years) have one of the highest tar and nicotine amounts of any cigarette available! YUCK! Now, I average about 1/2 a pack a day...which is definitely more than when I first picked up and smoked again in May 2012 and definitely less than the pack to pack+ a day I smoked for approximately 20 years prior.

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Nicotonic Receptors: Why It's Hard to Quit Smoking

I am typically considered a smart person...(either that or everybody just lies to me because I'm too incredibly stupid to realize it), but I choose to believe that I am indeed fairly smart. I also know that I am strong, capable, persistent, and determined. So, why, then is it so darn hard to quit smoking? I mean, surely a person with the above mentioned qualities can figure out a way to quit smoking!! Sheesh! I mean, I always want to quit smoking (usually WHILE I'm smoking), but when those nicotine withdrawals start kicking, I give in. Not every single time, but more times than I care to admit.

Withdrawals

So, I started doing a little more research about nicotine withdrawals and how nicotine affects the body in general. This video illustrates how our brains have receptors in which nicotine fits perfectly. Not only the that...the more we feed our body nicotine, the more nicotine receptors are "born". When we deprive our body of nicotine by say, for instance, quitting smoking, the nicotine receptors start screaming at us for their nicotine fix.

If we give in and feed the body nicotine, then the misbehaving receptors in our brain calm down quickly. If we starve our body of nicotine, then the misbehaving receptors still calm down, but usually not before we get a headache, or start sweating, or get irritable, or shaky, or any other number of nicotine withdrawal symptoms. Additionally, if we continue to starve our bodies of nicotine, the the nicotine receptors slowly begin to die off.

Habit

Another reason that it is so hard to quit is simply the force of habit itself. Think about anything in your life that you have ever tried to change. Maybe at one time you decided you wanted to change how much you weigh or your overall level of personal fitness. Perhaps, you may have wanted to leave an unhealthy relationship, or move to a new town, or quit a dead end job. Or perhaps you can remember taking the bottle away from one of your children or know somebody who has done so. The point is...change is hard. Period.

In his book 7 Habits of Highly Effective People, Steven Covey defines "habit as the intersection of knowledge, skill, and desire. Now, I have the knowledge I need to know how to quit smoking. I could simply just not light the next one. Or I could just not buy another pack. I even know that smoking cigarettes hurts me. As for skill to quit smoking, I have that too. I am capable of not lighting another cigarette. I am even capable of not buying another pack. It's the road of desire that I haven't reached yet. I do desire to quit smoking. I just don't desire to go through the hell I feel when those nicotine withdrawals start kicking my butt.

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NEVER Quit Quitting!!

I am determined to keep on quitting smoking until I actually quit smoking...if that even makes any sense. I mean, it makes sense to me, but I'm not sure if it makes sense to anybody else. I don't want to smoke anymore, and I am going to figure out whatever I have to do so that I can quit doing it...without killing myself or anybody else, of course!!

For everyone else out there who maybe has tried to quit smoking and been surprised and just how hard it is...I urge you to keep on quitting, too!! If nothing else, look forward to this year's Great American Smoke Out, which will be held this year on November 21, 2013 - one week before Thanksgiving. Give yourself, your family, and your friends something else to be truly thankful about this year. Commit to your health. Commit to yourself. Commit to quit! I have. I hope you will, too!

Blessings...

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Comments 7 comments

Yolanda 5 years ago

Never quit quitting. I like that. Hang in there Tiffany


Christy 5 years ago

Hey, Tiff!! Good for you, it will pay off. I quit smoking cigarettes about 4 yrs ago, one day lit one up and I got violently ill....never smoked again. My husband is currently trying to quit and he bought himself an electronic cigarette and has been using it for 2wks now, and as far as I know he hasn't had a single cig. He decided to do it for the kids, and they are so please, as am I. The other thing is that it has already paid several times over. The cost of cigarettes seriously eats a hole in our budget. We are already noticing that few extra bucks every week. NOW......if we could just cut back on how many cheeseburgers we eat. LOL!!! Love you, Chica! Keep up the good work!!


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darntoothysam 5 years ago from Burnsville, MN

I have tried to stop drinking caffeine but find the same withdrawal symptoms. It's amazing how we allow companies to sell us products that have ingredients added to get us addicted.

Don't think we will ever learn.

Thomas


Julissa 5 years ago

I KNOW YOU TO NOT BE A QUITTER, THEREFORE I KNOW YOU WILL NOT QUIT TRYING TO QUIT, SO GOOD LUCK LOVE!!!!


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Ez Kay 5 years ago

Nice article which is readily shared, thanks.


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tiffany delite 4 years ago from united states Author

Hello! Not sure what bdeefed is...lol. Trying to figure out if it is some new kinda slang or a typo...oh dear. LOL! Either way, thanks for reading and thanks for the comment...blessings!

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