Paving A New Road

The Road You're Walking...

A road I'm walking...
A road I'm walking... | Source

“If you don't like

the road you're


start paving

another one.”

Dolly Parton

Following Your Dreams

To follow your dreams is always easier said than done. Maybe you never seem to find the right time to give up what you are doing and start doing what you really like, something that makes your heart beat faster and something that makes you excited. Maybe you always make excuses to keep living the life you do even of you aren't satisfied. Maybe you have chosen the right way. Maybe you've had the courage to take a new road. Maybe you are already living your dream.

To Write For A Living, My Thoughts

To become a writer has not really been my dream. I've always loved writing, but only done it without anyone knowing about it. “Writing can't be a job.” That's something I just knew. When I learned what a pseudonym was, I had a dream to be an author with the pseudonym “Deborah McManaman” or something similar to that. Yes, it makes me smile now that I think of it. I deny having a dream, but a little part of me was dreaming. It was just a crazy dream of a little girl... I've never thought writing could be something I could do for a living, not until recently. Now I think it's possible. It would take courage, time and money that I don't think I have if I'd like to become a good writer and an author. I'm not even sure I'd like to give up my job to start writing more. I like my job on those days when it doesn't make me feel stressed, on those days when my children are happy to wake up at 6 a.m. in the morning and on those days when I feel I'm not exhausted when I get home after a work day. Those days my job is great. I'm helping old people in their homes. They are grateful and it gives me satisfaction. It's a satisfaction I don't think I could get from writing a book. Maybe I'm already living my dream. Maybe I shouldn't start paving another road. Maybe I'm happy with the road I'm on.

My Family

The best part of my life is my family.
The best part of my life is my family. | Source

Options In Life

Some people know from the start what they want to do in life. One of my friends knew in her early teens that she wanted to be a pilot. She finished school with very good grades, went to the army, had an eye surgery and applied for a university that eventually would make her a pilot. Today I just ”see” her on Facebook. She's not a pilot, but she's working with aircrafts and travels all over the world. She knew from the start what her dream was.

What about all the others? I think I'm one of the persons, who never knew what they wanted to be. I never had a dream or a goal in life. If I actually had a dream of becoming an author, I never got the tools I could use. Nobody would have believed in my ability to become a writer, not even myself. I didn't even think I had that option. I come from a working class background. In our family we work in a factory to make a living. My parents didn't like the idea of me working on a concrete floor in a factory, though. I think they wanted me to study. My mother's dream was to become a teacher. She ended up working in a factory. My father quit school when he was 14 years old and started working in a factory. My parents moved from Finland to Sweden, got married and they both started working in a factory. He was 23 and she was 18. They had no other options.


I never became a pastry chef, but that doesn't mean I can't bake. Living my dream....
I never became a pastry chef, but that doesn't mean I can't bake. Living my dream.... | Source

Studies Do Not Always Lead To A Good Job

I was a pretty good writer already in my teens. I liked baking, too, and I actually applied for a school, where I could become a pastry chef. I didn't start that school. Instead I did like most of my friends did, and started a general upper secondary school to study only theoretical subjects for three years. After these years I didn't have a profession. I now had to apply for a university to become something. I needed to have a profession to be able to get a job.

I took one year off from my studies and moved to Switzerland to work as an au pair. I learned Swiss German and met many people and even made some friends. After one year in the beautiful country in the middle of Europe, I moved to Sweden to start studying what I thought I wanted to study. That was German, business and intercultural ethnology at a university south of Stockholm. Business and German was something that, I thought, would make it easier for me to get a job after my studies. I actually liked ethnology and German the most. After a couple of years of my studies, I realized that business was not what I wanted to work with. I liked the marketing part, but not the balance sheets, bookkeeping and things like that. I then continued my German studies and finished the first part of my ethnology studies. I quit studying business and began studying Swedish and layout instead. At this point I felt I did what I wanted to do and I was more serious about my studies. Here in the Nordic countries university studies are nearly free. We only pay for books and we only pay a very small amount of money every semester.

When I finally had my bachelor's degree it felt really good, but I didn't use my knowledge at all at my new work. Seven months before I graduated, I had gotten a job as a mail (wo)man. I applied for many jobs and that was what I got. During my four and a half year of studies at the university, I had different part time jobs to be able to pay for my rent. After my studies I was just happy to have a full time job. It didn't matter to me that I couldn't use what I had learned at the university.

My new full time job as a mail woman was nice. I made new friends, who I still meet every year. I learned about the working class in the suburbs of Stockholm. I enjoyed the many cultures in the ghetto where I lived. I could relate to some of these people. I didn't come from a rich background myself. I could not relate at all to some people in my neighborhood and where I worked. I loved it anyway, because I learned much and grew as a person. I learned to accept people for who they are.


My children and me in my favourite city
My children and me in my favourite city | Source

Living My Dream

If you have read some of my other hubs, you know I had a child, moved back to Finland, had my second child, started working in a completely new area, and started studying once more. My whole life has been filled with studies, learning new things and meeting new people with different backgrounds. I have absolutely loved it. I've done things I've loved. Is this life I'm leading now my dream?

I'm yet not sure of what I want to do in my life. I'm a person, who is satisfied as long as I have a job to go to, as long as I'm surrounded by people I love and as long as I can keep writing and baking. I love nature and I live next to it. I also love big city life and I've lived next to that. I love writing and that's what I do. I feel satisfaction when I come home from work. I really don't need more than I have. I'm probably where I should be. Maybe this is my dream. Maybe I'm living my dream. What about you? Are you living your dream?

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billybuc 2 years ago from Olympia, WA

Made, it is always nice reading something new from you, and learning more about you. Yes my friend, I am living my dreams. :) Have a wonderful weekend.


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Author Cheryl 2 years ago

Yes I am living my dreams. I am an accomplished writer but I never want it to be my job. When it becomes a job then I won't want it. My job is a medical records analyst and I work part time. I don't always write every single day. I took three years of business classes and never have used either one of my degrees that I am paying back student loans for. Oh well I think once you find happiness in what you are doing then it becomes life.

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Faith Reaper 2 years ago from southern USA

This is beautifully written, and I can identify with what you have written in a sense but not really. It is hard to explain, but your words made me realize that I am living my dream life by living my ordinary life made me cry. You are living a beautiful life it seems to me. Up and more and sharing. Blessings, Faith Reaper

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Made 2 years ago from Finland Author

Hi Bill, it's always nice to write a new hub, but the time is never enough. I stayed up until 1.30 a.m. just so I could finish and publish this hub. I know you are living your dream, Bill. I can see that in your writing. Thank you for your continued support and have a wonderful weekend!


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Made 2 years ago from Finland Author

Hi Author Cheryl, wow, then I'm not the only one with unused knowledge. What should we writers do around business anyway? I'm really happy to hear you have a balance in your life. You are so right, happiness is what we need to have a dream life. Thank you so much for reading and leaving an insightful comment!

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Made 2 years ago from Finland Author

Hi Faith Reaper, I've realized that a dream life must be when you do things you do, when people around you are healthy and when you can do things you like. That's actually all we need. You can have bigger dreams. Of course I dream about to travel the world, see new places and meet new people. Financally it isn't possible. I dream about buying an apartment in Stockholm and live there part time when I get older. I'm not really sure that will become reality either. I keep having dreams as long as I'm living my ordinary, dream life. Faith Reaper, thank you so much for reading this hub and leaving a wonderful comment.


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DDE 2 years ago from Dubrovnik, Croatia

There is no other part of your life that can feel complete than with your lovely family. Always together in sharing dreams and hardships. An interesting hub and so valuable.

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bravewarrior 2 years ago from Central Florida

Made, what a beautiful reflection. You are comfortable with your life and seem to be living your dream. Life couldn't be better!

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kidscrafts 2 years ago from Ottawa, Canada

It's important to follow your dream! Good for you, Made!

Great pictures :-)

Have a nice weekend!

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Made 2 years ago from Finland Author

Hi DDE, the family is so important. I could not imagine living my life alone. Thank you!

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Made 2 years ago from Finland Author

Thank you bravewarrior. I've been lucky. I might not have known what I wanted to do or be in life, but I always knew I wanted to have children and a family.

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Made 2 years ago from Finland Author

Thanks kidscraft, I'm glad you liked the pictures. Have a nice weekend you too! :-)

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teaches12345 2 years ago

Your words inspire me as a writer. So glad to hear how you are fulfilling your dream. Blessings!

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Made 2 years ago from Finland Author

Hi teaches12345, I'm so glad you can find inspiration in this hub. Life is about appreciating what we have, not what we would like to have. It's important to do nice things you'll remember later in life - that is if you are able to remember and if you are lucky to have a long life. We shouldn't take anything in life for granted. Thank you so much!!

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CyberShelley 2 years ago

I enjoyed this story of you and your dreams. I also wanted something different when I was young, it didn't work out, and now that I have everything I want I am glad it didn't, as I don't think I would be as happy as I am now. Up, interesting and beautiful.

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Made 2 years ago from Finland Author

CyberShelley, life is interesting. You never know what's going to happen next. Sometime you just realize that all the things that have happened, have lead you to where you are today. I'm glad I've met you here on HP. Thank you for following me.

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