Tired of Feeling Like Crap


I have a variety of things wrong with me including diabetes and something called upper nasal restricted syndrome.  This means no matter how much I sleep, I'm tired. It's hard to enjoy life when every day you feel like crap.  I am sick of it myself.  I just want one day I feel good.

I would like to get up and not have to concentrate on staying awake.  One day where my arms and legs don't feel heavy, my head doesn't feel dizzy and foggy.  Just one day, that's all I ask.

When you talk to the doctor about it, they really don't seem to care.  They want to treat it but not the symptoms.  Just take the medicine and shut up, they might as well tell you as you sit in their office, feeling miserable.  

It's hard to be happy and positive when all you can think about is how good it would feel to go back to bed, but who wants to spend their life sleeping?  It doesn't matter how many hours of sleep I get.  I'm tired, fatigued, exhausted and most of all, disgusted.

So the doctor gives me anti-depressants.  That's not really going to help you know.  I just want an ounce of energy and guess what one of the side effects of the pills are.  You guessed it, drowsiness.  Great!  Didn't the doctor even listen? 

Next the doctor says you have sinusitis.  DUH!  I've known that most my life.  I have been taking allergy meds since I was 18.  Yeah and they make you drowsy too.  Doc says, "You're A1C is high!"

I can't imagine why.  Could it be because I have no energy and I feel like crap so I'm not exercising like I should?  I am so tired of feeling tired.  Oh, wait I forgot.  I have endometriosis. I have extreme menstrual cycles which make me.... tired.... GRRR!  Will this ever end?


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angela_michelle 6 years ago from United States

I'm sorry... :(

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Smokes Angel 5 years ago from Broke Alabama Author

thanks for the comment angela

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