When I was a lot younger I was into smoking, drugs and alcohol. I felt it killing me but I had tried other things without success.
It wasn't until I found something that replaced what I was missing in my life that caused me to use those things as a crutch that I was able to just stop using them. Siddha Yoga meditation filled the void. It answered the question I was asking from the depths of my soul. Who am I and what the hell am I on this earth for? Now, over 30 years later, I have also found that Young Living Essential Oils are what had been missing in keeping my body healthy and balanced. Drugs, of any sort, legal or illegal have toxic side effects and will cause unbalance in the mind, body, emotions and spirit. The oils are balancing to the mind, body, emotions and spirit. I have never, in 51 years, found anything else that can actually heal, on a cellular level, our bodies like Young Living oils can.
These have been my experiences and I am grateful for them.
May you also fill the void that was causing you to escape life with drugs and alcohol and also find a way to heal any damage and inbalances that has caused.