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please take the time to read my reasons on this topic as they are 100% sincere and I promise you that I am not wasting your time, I will cut it short due to the character max on the message. basically I have had tics or twitches thoughout my life and no matter what we try it wont be resolved, I have weird dream occasionally and (at first I thought it was coincedence) now I am sure I can see the small parts of my future in them. I can never focus on life properly and feel completely cut off or different from even my friends and gf. sorry but I must spread the message onto a second one.