My life fell off a cliff literally! I lost everything with in a year including my house. At any rate I hit rock bottom and I literally tried to drink myself to death so I wouldn't have to think of what was going on in my life. I ended up getting Chronic Pancreatitis. I now take pain med all the time and am looked at like I am a drug addict or get doctors who have no remorse because I did it to myself(i dont need it trown in my face,I live with the choices I made) My question is do you happen to know any good pain mngt Doctors? one that will worry aboout my pain and not what I did in my past?