Faith in our Creator and his son, Christ, to provide me with a perfect earth on which to live in the future--not thru the rapture but by taking back control of this earth. I don't subscribe to the "it's just not your time" theory, but I have felt an angelic awareness (whether there or not) at times. HOWEVER, that takes reminding myself, which comes only after thoughtful and prayerful awareness of my position. INNATELY, LAUGHTER AND love of life and loved ones get me to my prayers and faith, and never leave. I'm grateful for all three.