IDONO, right now I am sitting here checking up on email before,,,, my 3.8 year old and I take a nap. Sorry dude, we went for a great hike and bike ride today. And the park and the pet store (call that mini-zoo) And we had a picnic --- .
So the nap together is like heaven.
A song or maybe two. A little bed jumping first. Then some chit chat and then just drift away into happy and knowing that the nap is good for us.
And we know we have a water fight when we get up and some good fruit to eat.
Like I said, heaven.
I think there is heaven when we "fall asleep" that last time. I have been resuscitated twice. No big deal, I was not leaving, that was not an option.
As we like to laugh I am a boo boo head. But my head is loved by my Lord and the Trinity as one. And I think the gig guy has a plan for me.
Think this way. If I really am such a jackass that I go to a hell, I look forward to that even. Because I have had such pleasure in my life and in my love and loves that I would gladly pay that price for the awesome goodness I have received. Hey man I have had great joy and goodness given to me. Have you ever owed somebody and were just really happy to be paying them off,, felt good about yourself for sacrificing to pay back and it brought you happiness.
Whatever I get when I die --- that will be what it will be for me.
(if there is nothing, then who cares because hahaha I already went to heaven on earth.)