You have to decide when you are going to make a change in your life and not just wait. There is no bottomless pit. You can fall into a pit of rage, anger, doubt, fear, etc., but at some point, either your own inner strength will help you stop that fall. You cannot wait to you hit bottom because things can get worse since the bottomless pit that many have faced to some degree, is not going to hand you a stopping point where you can start your upward climb. You will continue to fall to you get help from God, friends and the appropriate professionals.