I want it all. I like to be sociable on my terms and when I want to be, but mostly, I am an isolate.
I love the party that is in my head! My world is wonderful... butterflies and people loving each other. My world has no wars and religion is not an issue - people just accept each other and value one another for their gifts and talents. No one hates... no one hurts... no one conspires.
Material possessions are just thought of as just 'tools' and everyone lives life in peace and without fear.
I am a social creature. I have to have someone to talk to,listen to, be with even if it's just shooting the breeze over a card game. It isn't very often that I really want to be alone and even when I do, it rarely lasts very long. [I think my longest solo stretch was two days.] I like to be active and involved in life, family, community, everything really [unless it's a pointless argument or some other negative thing that would drain me]. I think that's also why I like music so much, even if I am alone, the music provides another voice in the room making me feel less alone.
I am but sometimes I wish I wasn't. Sometimes being alone is better than being somewhere, or with someone, that isn't good for you. I have learned that now but it led to more than one regrettable decision in my single youthful days.
I'm kind of an introvert, but I definitely want to be around people. My desire has always been to have a healthy, supportive and fun social circle. That is, as long as it's not a distraction from my life's goals, but rather an enhancement.
lol and no one to call your bluff either. I would rather be at peace with myself and the world around me. I am not sure that I could manage that on my own. It isn't that I couldn't find some place peaceful and disappear for a while but no honest person can be at peace for long completely isolated and free of constraint.
When and how does it end up that you have a lot of friends and then eventually you turn around and you are alone because you are not happy with yourself? Shouldnt that be a time where your friends are there the most?
I grew up in a large family where I could always go to someone.I have stayed with family part of the week, to get a break from my apartment.Now that situation is challenged and I've been trying to adjust spending more...
This is sort of a touchy subject for me.I have been in relationships non stop for about 15 yrs until 2 yrs ago.I have spent time with myself but I still find it challenging to be completely alone.I don't know why. It's...