Poems written by a teenager with Reactive Attachment Disorder

Leave Me Alone

by Rhonda Robertson


Leave me alone,

Let me be,

I don't want to live,

Can't you see?


Let me scream,

Let me bite,

Let me give you

One heck of a fight.


Let me twist,

Let me break,

Let my fist

Come to your face.


Let me scream,

Let me shout,

Let me cry,

Let me pout.


Let me run,

Let me tire,

Let me sprint,

'Till I expire.


Let me cut,

Let me slice,

Let me bleed,

Let me pay the price.


I want to twist,

I want to turn,

I want to experiment,

I want to learn.


I want to hear

The sound of breaking bones,

I want to hear the agony,

I want to hear the groans.

Rhonda
Rhonda

Placement

Placement

by Rhonda Robertson


Make the white walls go “away”

I sit and stare at them day by “day”

They keep you locked up in “here”

Which only increases that insane “fear”

So many rules a bad, bad “joke”

Who are these people these placement “folk”

They come from Kansas and “louiville”

They scratch they pounce they even “kill”

They bounce on your case wherever you “go”

You scream go away am i some insane freak “show”

No they say your a placement “bum

Your stupid crazy your just plain “dumb”

You guys date placement “boys”

You play around with them like hand made “toys”

Your so good they’re drooling “now”

Then you give the a fistful PoP and “Pow”

Then on the outside you see them Hot and “cute”

Then they turn and give you the “boot”

Too bad how you really “see”

How bad placement and boys can really “be”



Comments 6 comments

 5 years ago

my best friend has attatchment disorder, and i am...or was...or will be again suicidal. i feel you. but i get the feeling rhonda isn't selfish enough to take her life away.


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Steve Head 4 years ago

Rhonda, I love your poetry. I feel your pain. I share your hurt. But remember.... You are a "one-of-a-kind masterpiece" created by the very hand of God! You were created to love and to be loved! And I know He loves you more than you'll ever be able to comprehend. Learn to love in spite of the pain! That's our true purpose on this earth! Keep on writing those poems!


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songoftruth 4 years ago from Joplin, Missouri Author

Thanks, Steve, for reading Rhonda's poems. I will convey your message to her.

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    Distant Life

    Distant Life

    Rhonda Robertson


    I lay here on the floor

    My vision getting blurry

    My life is so distant

    Nothing but flash and furry


    My veins are gushing blood

    My heart is slowly beating

    My brother is in the shower

    My folks are downstairs eating


    The knife lays beside me

    My wrists hurt so bad

    What will i be labeled as

    Suicide a depressed girl, sad


    My systems are failing

    My body gone numb

    My friends will be saying

    Rhonda Why be so dumb


    My best friend says no

    She refuses to believe

    She doesn’t want to cry

    She shouldn’t have to grieve


    mom opens my door

    Yells call 911

    mom starts crying

    daddy holds his Son


    The paramedics get there

    They Vigorously pump my heart

    The counselors are questioning

    How will it end when did it start


    A paramedic yells she

    Is breathing she won’t die

    My brother lays down to hug me

    My dad starts to cry


    I lay there for a minute

    While they wrap my wrists

    I’m being stabilized

    i’m being hugged and kissed


    It all comes back

    I realize I didn't die

    I look at my family

    Then I start to cry


    My tears aren't for my life

    They aren't even for me

    They are for my loved ones

    And my family




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      Emotions

      Emotions

      Rhonda Robertson


      Look out the window what do you see

      I see a lost and lonely girl kinda like me.


      Sit on the window what do you feel?

      The pain and agony of not knowing how to deal.


      Go stand outside what is it like?

      Like learning to ride my very first bike.


      Go sit by the girl what will you say?

      Don’t let problems rise. Today’s a new day.


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        Gone

        Gone

        Rhonda Robertson


        You see me now

        Now you don’t

        You see me there

        but here you won’t

        I am here one second

        In a flash i’m gone

        I will not come back

        So don’t carry on

        You pick out my casket

        My burial clothes too

        But i’m not gone forever

        Though i don’t live with you

        I may be in the ground

        With a big stone on me

        Or maybe i’m lost

        Just look you will see

        That i may not be living

        I may not be there

        But i am living in your heart

        Because you cared




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          Life

          Life

          Rhonda Robertson

          Life it comes and it goes

          You have friend or you have foes

          There are struggles and trials

          You get frowns or you get smiles

          You are brushed past, you get kicked

          You get angry you get ticked

          You are mocked, your put down

          You get twisted round and round

          You get scraped you get bruised

          You get help or you get used.

          Depression and pain are right ahead

          The more you see the more your fed.

          You got nobody no where to turn

          Cause in life you Just Gotta Learn

          That you can get annoyed and you can get hacked

          But life isn’t perfect so face the fact.



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