Valentine Day Confusion
Today is the first day of the rest of my life, quaint isn't it! Valentiene's Day more like it, alone I am. To much is made of this day, most say. Those are the ones who spend the holiday by themselves, it's the fulfilled people who can't get enough. That's the truth of it.
Watching as the waves roll over the shore. . .dramatic, vaguely. Seeing as I'm sitting at a computer typing in an attic bedroom with no coastline in sight. It's a poetic thought none-the-less. For some reason this day brings up feelings I could compare to as waves. "Ew" that lingers, a warm wave of meloncholy. Is that how you spell it? Sure , why not? Who do I have to impress? At least my room's clean.
Shucks, most of the time I don't notice how alone I am. Just keep plugging along, doing this and that. Nice sense of accomplishment, even if it's just to finish a chore no-one else has time to do. May not mean much in the grand scheme of things, but I'm happy about it. Oh no! There's that word! "Happy" like in "Happy Valentine's" now why do I keep bringing that one up? Huh! Maybe it's as simple as not wanting to do anything strenuous on a holiday, so here I sit. Noticing . . .wow! I'm by myself!
Well, in short, this wasn't meant as a wallow moment, just started typing after a long nap. Now it I could only go back to sleep, skip today, I probably will be fine in the morning. Don't people usually get Holiday Hangovers? Probably won't bother letting you know if I end up with one. No, I don't drink. In plain speaking I meant "the blues". I'll start singing a slow heart-breaker any minute now! You don't wanna be around for that! If anyone could hit me in the head with a sledge hammer, maybe give me some Tylenol PM, knock me out for the remainder of the day this "Waaah waaah waaaah" would be over! Wow, I'm depressing myself!
So let me end on a high note! An "A" over a High "C" wouldn't be too bad, let me think. . .