Lord,
i pray that you hold on tightly to me. dont let me fall as quickly as those who only believe through feelings. Lord, i know you know that you are the greatest things that is in my life and nothing can change that so Lord I ask of you to tie a short leash around my neck so that i will be forever by your side because though i know you will never leave me unfortunately at times i am not as faithful. i stray, i run, i believe i can do it on my own. but i cant. if im going to live i cant lay with the dead. please lord dont let me breath to death even though i deserve it. because like Uzzah I am more filthy than dirt itself. You are better off falling on the floor than falling in my hands but because you sent you son to die for me you have made me pure again. every time i think about doing you wrong i just imagine that day on the cross and those people spitting on you. those people beating you those people laughing at you and when i do something wrong or even think about doing something wrong i become those people. lord i love you i dont wanna become those people that hurt you that punished you for what i did. you were truely innocent and pure and because of you i know longer have to die for my sins. your my lord my savior and i give you my life now and forever. and even that doesnt seem to be enough.
amen