I hate breaking up. But everything happens for a reason. These next few words pretty much sum it up and when its time just let him/her go. Please dont pull on the heart strings anymore than you already have. Just be the bigger person and let go, when you set something free and it returns it was truly meant to be...... if not then look straight ahead and take a deep breath. This too shall pass.

Please don’t call me

please don’t ask me to stay the night

please don’t kiss me tonight

please don’t act like things are okay

just act like you never touched my skin

like you never held me in the middle of the night

like you never enjoyed my company

or liked it when I smiled around you

erase me from your memory

because that’s what I’m going to do

with you

all the times I gave myself to you

I am repressing them

into my unconscious

I never want to remember

because it only makes me want to cry

I don’t want to wait for you anymore

I don’t want to hold on to the memory anymore

so please don’t look at me like that

please don’t ask for affection

please pay me no attention

act like you never liked me around

like you never knew who I was

the girl in your bed

ill pretend that you never made me smile

because I’m done lying to myself

I’m done hurting myself for no particular reason

I’m so dumb

fate will come and rescue me

she will find me someone who cares

I know too much about you

more than I want to

I don’t believe in much

but I believe in true love and

I know that this is for the best

so please pay me no attention

don’t call me

don’t let me hold on

just please pull away

just please push me away

because I certainly am not strong enough

to do it on my own.

© 2009 Nicole Orosco