It was last December 2008 I was encouraged by one of my niece's husband to try to enter into an online business opportunities.  First thing I was hesitant because I am a personal care aide I thought it needed lots of time but when I tried it, not so much I am using my spare time and I have enough to lots of things.  I am so grateful he did because I love it 

I started blogging, I am so happy that I have a chance to express what's in my heart from my family, church and to my community and so all my loveones from lots of places are happy to hear that I did it and seeing it they were excited, they already had a chance to get intouch and pictures that they sent to me were seen  in my blog.

From my brother inlaw an engineer to Dubai McDermott sent us his pics taken in an oil plant flatform, down to the Philippine farmland pics and in between places, I really like  the variety of it.  Me, being a pastor's wife lots of blogs I made is regarding my passion to brag the blessing of God in our life and the whole family of course with the church and to all people that reached by our influence.

I am sure that my blogs were excellent and I guarantee it's mine.  Some quotation from the Bible, the basis of my faith and some quotations from the books I admire.  Quotation was used to confirm my views and I agree to what they're preaching or teaching.

Everything was nice and all of us are happy.

 My blogs  was inspiration to me.  The business started when adsense was introduced to me.  I was really thrilled that my inspiration becomes a pilot to what I expected, to an online business.  But the problem started when the webmaster wants to verify my site.  As a newbie, it's easy to put up the blog especially in google. 

When it comes to do some web technologies, I still need lots of studying.  when i tried what the webmaster instructed, to copy and paste the meta tag to my site to verify.  I assume that's where it went wrong.  I don't know but one time my cursor went crazy it clicks by it self it seems somebody is directing my cursor, can't control it so I turn off my site without logging off.

The next thing the google ads was gone, they sent an email regarding the initiated clicks or someone in the internet caffe doing the clicks.  I email them back and explain what went wrong.  The next email was I might using an article of others.  I am sure I don't have an article copied from someone else's copyright.   I wrote them back and ask them what part of my blog are copyrighted so that I could take it out but no response.

All the High Expectations was gone, gone, gone.  Another mistake I did was I erased all the quotations, taken from my books and rearranged all what's in it.  Totality, emotionally I was so down.  It's really dangerous to expect so high and then it was blown away.  I was so happy that time.  I am not expecting millions of dollars,  but to receive something from what you're doing is something worth compensable.

I am hoping that there will come a time that this kind of problem in this are will have some solution.  I know I can't blame the Adsense because It is a fact also that there are some that will do such things to penalize some advertisers.

Not only that it happen also that when one of my relative saw the site and they like the video advertisement it's a church, worship song they watch it and they sent it to me, for me to see.  I played it but because of my job if my client needed me I need to stop what I'm watching I need to attend to my client, and tried to start again after.  I didn't know if it generated a click because it was sent already to my email and I watch it there.  This what I mean, the lack of knowledge.

The rule is not to click on your own site.  So until this present time, I wrote this so that anybody could learn a lesson, but my heart is telling me how I wish I knew it then.  Lots of people could generate the sideline I'm looking, are those webmasters they knew what to do.  A newbie like me are more likely be banned, the cause are we don't know many things.  No one to answer your question,  because it has only an automated mail answers.

This is what I did, I tried lots and lots of online businesses and I cancelled a lot of subscriptions that didn't do what they promised. I encounter so many scams too. How many small businesses they call it, they charge me small things like $9.95 some others are $95.00 . The good thing is I was able to refund charges a little bit bigger. Actually untill now I need to watch my acct. I'm still waiting for another refund and it takes a month, can't believe it but it does.

There are some businesses that are legitimate to be fair to those who are doing the right thing. But when it comes to promotions or advertising I am quite slow because I can't brag something that I didn't prove it yet.

That's the reason why untill now my heart is still in google, blogspot because I don't need to advertise something that it's not. I am glad hubs are quite in the same concept, just express what's your view and be original, that's it. I am happy as a hubber or a blogger. i don't need to compromise what is not.

Because to advertise I am earning a thousand a month through that program but I'm not is not compelling to me. I'm glad to some if they do.

Now I am affiliated to some businesses that I believed are legits, I am not looking for much yet but slowly I can tell it will come true. No pressure because I am just enjoying what I'm doing. To be with people of the same goal.

My affiliate programs are free and no promises to make.