Confessions Of A drug Addict
61Drug abuse creates
- I have wrote a few Hubs on my recovery but I will not let this request go unanswered I have told a little of my story on other Hubs I was a drug addict from age twelve until age forty-three.It started off with a little weed smoking on the way to school at age eight, by twelve I had to smoke every day and I was drinking to the point of intoxication every day. This went on everyday until around 1985,when I discovered crack cocaine.
Crack would forever change my life at the time that I discovered crack I was married with two daughters,and a son.I was also gambling which made things worse.At first I could still go about day to day living.About six months into crack use I was unable to work regularly, play with my children or be social.
Treatment yes I first went to treatment in 1990 November to be exact I had been missing work I told them I need help for drinking the real deal was that I was on cocaine real bad and was stealing from the bank I would withdraw my direct deposit twice once from each location the bank had two branches.This happen about three times before the bank caught me they let me repay and installments.But I was neglecting my family real bad my wife did not know what to do.At treatment I met another sick person like myself we call our selves getting involve, After treatment I return to work I would like to say I quit smoking crack but I did not and six months later I would go to treatment for the second time in Houston Texas,this was my first trip to Houston but not my last while a treatment it was suggested that I stay in Houston I said no and return home. You might have realize that I said very little about treatment because that what happen nothing.
In April of 1991 I go to treatment for the last time I return to Houston to Rap-ha a christian rehab at Spring Branch memorial hospital .My counselor was named Darrell. He suggest that I remain in Houston my job and wife let me no it would be okay if they never so me again.Well the stage was set for legal reason and personal I stayed in Houston.
Fifteen years of homeless and drug infected living that what it was like from 1991 until 2005.
I been sober since 2005 life been a whole lot better hope I answered your question.
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Thanks for answering my request,Williamjordan!
I understand and sympathise with you,particularly your wife! GOD loves you and will give you strength to be normal. GOOD LUCK!!!
thanks for sharing
Thanks for being so open and for sharing your story.Getting off drugs is so hard and to be on them for so long, and to overcome them is amazing. Yes as St.James said you are not alone.
thanks for this story excellent writing second time I read this
Thumbs up to you. Keep hanging on to Jesus. bless you
good one man i am dealing with an addiction of my own rite now . i am a methanphetamine addict and i also live in houston,on west memorial.i have been clean for over a month but have started drinking heavily and thats just as bad if not worse for the simple fact that with the speed i was to paranoid to go outside, but when i am drunk i think i am god. not a week and a half ago i kicked in a mans door for touching my freind sara and proceeded to assault him only to find out it was the wrong mans house. ineed help but cant afford rehab i got off meth with just willpower but it never made me feel good it was just a fun high alchohol is fun and i really dont see where they get off calling it a depressant because it makes me feel good. thats why willpower wont be enough i did meth for the first time at the age of 14 after stealing it from my father. now i am seventeen
Addiction is what it is. It is giving yourself up to a strong enough habit that has the potential to ruin who you think you should be. Believe this or not, I attend a recovery meeting and have been struggling with addiction to meth for many years. I also struggle with the honesty part that is crucial to recovery. I can only be honest enough to just get by on some days. No one person would want to deal with complete and total honesty of a drug addict. You just wouldn't be able to handle the truth. Kinda like on that movie A Few Good Men. Well not really. I do appreciate hearing others storys and hope to share some of my disturbing tales as well. Thanks for everything!
Thanks for sharing... I am touched.













St.James says:
10 months ago
Thanks for sharing... you're not a lone