It's been a couple of weeks now since I wrote my last hub. I wanted to write something that is me. No offense meant to people who create intilligent hubs. I just wanted something that's directly from my thoughts. I've always thought that writing is expressing one's self. But I could be wrong, a lot of people write for different reasons. I wonder If I've lost my contemplative state where I gather my thoughts, take my pen and my notebook and write my thoughts. Normally, I write in a journal manner but I'd like to grow in writing. Learn new stuff where other people can relate to what I am babbling about and will still be able to identify it as "me'. I couldn't find any sensible topic to write at the moment, however, I have gathered a few questions for myself to answer. I am a deep thinker. Along the way I have grown tired of thinking too much. Wanting too much out of life. I could relate to Stacie Orrico's song, "There's Gotta be More To Life". I guess all of us feels the same way. I've changed a bit now. I did a little mindsetting, changing the quotes that's stuck in my head. I would like to appreciate whatever is served on my platter rather than looking at the other side of the fence with a bird's eye view.

1. What is the most valuable thing you own?

• nothing expensive...books perhaps.

2. What have you found to be the best way to relieve tension?

• surrounding myself with kids and listen to them laugh and argue on who gets to be blossom, buttercup and... what's the other powerpuff girls character? Oooops, sorry I forgot.

3. If you could choose only two movies to watch ever again, what would they be?

• Shawshank Redemtion and White Chicks.

4. Name three things you wanted as a child but never got.

• A nice dress, nice pair of shoes, a television. I got them now that I am an adult.

5. If someone told you had exactly 9 minutes to live, what would you do in those 9 minutes?

• Hug my children and tell them I love them so much. Ask God for forgiveness. and hug my children again.

6. Describe your dream house.

• A white painted house with 3 bedrooms, a nice kitchen, a neat living room with red or yellow couch, a car park and a terrace with a coffee table and nice couches.

7. What Are You Wearing Now?

• Pajamas

8. Do you believe people are basically good?

• Yes.

9. What are your worst habits?

• smoking

10. Who is the person you know with the purest soul?

• My Christian mentor.

11. Describe the happiest day of your life.

• When I was baptized by the Holy Spirit and knew how God loves me unconditionally.

12. Describe the saddest day of your life.

• It was the darkest day of my life. The feeling of uncertainty and life being snatched away from you by the person you trusted and dedicated your whole life with.

13. What is the oldest age you would like to be alive?

• 86

14. What was the best year of your life?

• 2005

15. Who is the most successful person personally known to you?

• My previous boss who believed in me.

16. Who is the most outrageous person personally known to you?

• Nobody has beaten me yet.

17. What is your biggest regret?

• Falling for the wrong guy at the wrong time. I learned not to push it this time.

18. If you could choose only one music CD to ever listen to again, what would it be?

• Kevin Kern - Sundial Dreams

19. If you went to a beach and it turned out to be a nude beach, would you stay and go swimming? Would you swim nude?

• No.

20. If money were no object, how many children would you want to have?

• 4

21. You've just won a complete collection of movies starring one actor or actress - which actor or actress would you pick?

• Robin Williams and Meryl Streep

22. Is there something you’ve dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?

• Waiting for the perfect timing and God's provision.

23. Where is the most beautiful place in the world?

• My home.

24. On an airplane you are talking pleasantly to a person of average appearance. Unexpectedly, the person offers you $10,000 for one night of sex. Knowing there is no danger and that payment is certain, would you accept the offer?

• You can call it dumb but I just can't do it with someone I don't love or at least attracted to.

25. One hot summer afternoon, while walking through a parking lot at a large shopping center, you notice a dog suffering badly from the heat inside a locked car. What would you do?

• Page the stupid car owner for leaving their dog uncomfortable.

26. Someone very close to you is in pain, paralyzed, and will die within a month. He begs you to give him poison so he can die. Would you?

• If he is my ex-husband, YES.

28. What’s the dumbest purchase you’ve ever made?

• Nothing. I'm a wise shopper.

29. What do you like to do best?

• Read books...

30. Name three experiences involving a pet or an animal which you will never forget.

• My mom throw away my first pet skywalker and he is now homeless.
• My suitor gave me the most wonderful pet... a half breed shitzu.
• I gave my puppy the name, Gigli.

31. What do you like best about your life? Least?

• My positive outlook.

• Waiting.

32. What do you wear when you sleep?

• Pajamas

33. What has been the biggest disappointment in your life?

• Men

34. What is the greatest accomplishment of your life? Is there anything you hope to do that is even better?

• Building my own company.

• Building an even greater company.

35. What is the most romantic present anyone has ever given you?

• A puppy.

36. What is the most romantic song or music you’ve ever heard?

• No Me Ames

37. What is the most useful gift you’ve ever been given?

• Books

38. What is your most treasured memory?

• Breastfeeding my little ones.

39. Ever broken someone's heart?

• I can't say, they never told me. It was my heart that's broken a couple of times.

40. Have you ever been given flowers?

• Yes...by the wrong guys.