I still remember the first time I wore a girl's dress was when I was between 4 and 5 years old and my sister had an over sized dress that my mom left in the laundry room. I looked at it many times and remember wanting to try it on but was scared to. For some reason I finally managed to get the courage to try it on when I had alone time and all I remember was how special I felt wearing it and how I wanted to stay in that dress for as long as I could. I really enjoyed it and found over the years I would wear many girls dresses and I would always have the same feeling of wanting to wear them as much and as often as I could always secretly. I felt conflicted not being able to wear them freely but still found the experience very joyful and I felt like a little girl and was so happy. I still enjoy wearing dresses and women's clothes and do still have my male life with a wife and son I love. I just have a need to wear women's clothes when I can and I feel it is a unique experience that I still need in my life. Why? I am not sure why but I feel I was born with a need to express my feminine side through dressing up and I am so used to it that it is very natural to me. I love to dress like a girl!