Dead Man's theories (heart MIA)
49Oh lord the misery has gotten through my city gates once again
And snow surrounds my heart which has gone astray after the pain
Blood freezes in my veins, lips cold as ice and heart of stone
Oh my fragile heart still missing in action, leaving me lonely to moan
It’s Christmas again, this time of the year when I’m all on my own
The sky scatters red flakes of my bloody broken skin as people sing
The ghosts of my past haunt me down the painstaking memories sting
The unforgettable stigma of my past tortures me mercilessly
Though I plead forgiveness from the seven heavens endlessly
The night, a beast dressed in black accompanied by ominous mist
This life, a twist of fate has bound me with hate all through the wrist
The incubus uses my heart as a puzzle, a chess pawn
A sacrificial, or a toy, and discards my soul at dawn
The carols echo throughout the night suffocating my cries
Adding knots to my life string, choking me as it ties
“A heart to keep you warm” the oracle said as she handed it in
Yet it lays on the crimson ice bed, broken, MIA ready to give in
I’ve lost hope of conquering the loneliness and tasting the true meaning of life
And the night rider who brought the pain on Christmas hands me the knife
Not having someone’s around my cold body on Christmas is traumatizing
Yet no matter how often sorrow get under my skin it remains agonizing
Alas! The jewelry box in my chest was lost during the last stand
And I’ve lost the battle crashed with no one to give me a hand
The trees sparkle with lights celebrating, as my own turn to black
Ashes to ashes dust to dust, and to earth we’ll all be sent back
But my corpse remains, empty, lifeless, as a heart I lack
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Ralwus, you always make me smile :D and i bet you already know that this is my style lol...So i hope i didn't ruin your day and for the first time i didn't publish it on Christmas ... Christmas is far long than gone...but i'll go for another "NICie" one for next Christmas LOL...I hope you enjoy the story since i am writing the last chapters now. :D i hope you like it Thanks for stopping by my friend
Kinda glad I read this in August rather than near Christmas (no wonder so many suicides occur around the holidays). How can words exemplifying loneliness connect so powerfully? I'm awed. Lovely. MM
Mighty MOM, yeh i know many people feel very lonely at holidays but i thank god that some of us are blessed with a very supporting family that makes life pretty interesting :D... Sometimes i try to express what some can't but my life isn't that dark thank GOD :D
ralwus says:
8 months ago
This poem is overcast with dark clouds looming. I wish I could chase them away for you with some sunshine and give you a new heart. Nicely written though. When you get your story done I will read it all at once.