God are you there? If so , can you speak louder because I can’t hear or understand a thing you are trying to tell me.

Why is it that believers are always saying to believe and never to ask you to prove your existence? I asked for months for you to visit me in my dreams. One night when I least expected it, there you were talking to me. In a field of beauty, I remember us talking with onlookers in the background of relatives and friends that have passed. I wish I could remember that conversation. I’m sure it was a good one.

God are you there? If so, please guide me into a world of better beings.

I have learned through your unspoken guidance that I need to be a better being and influence those around me to follow my lead. By growing spiritually one day at a time, I will become that better being and live joyous and prosperous. You have blessed me with a seed of knowledge. I have taken that seed and watered it. There are days I feel I can’t let the light in to let it grow. Then there are other days I overwhelm it with the suns rays.

God are you there? I can’t feel your presence in my life.

When I thought I was alone and so mad at you for leaving me, then you appeared in your special way. Life has dealt me a lot of “blows“, but these “blows” have made me a stronger and wiser person. You have used these hard times to teach me lessons about life and what it means. I could never feel your presence before in my life because I was to ignorant to look for it. But, looking back, you really was there. I just didn’t see you. Even if you were an earthquake, I still probably wouldn’t have felt you.

God are you there? Why can’t I be more spiritual like so many others are?

I am jealous of those that are so deep into your word, that they can recite your Holy Book word for word. Why can’t I grasp your teachings like that? Why can’t I jump around in the Spirit like those that are so annointed can? I can’t stand to see some so happy within your spirit that you have blessed more than me. Am I not your child to? Do you love me less than those you have blessed more? Is there some kind of honor system with you? Please God, why am I who you created?

And God showed me in a vision my answers……………

Tanya, I speak to you all the time. You just don’t take the time to stop and listen. I have come to you on more than just the one occasion in your dreams. You just don’t remember. I try to send people in and out of your life, but you just ignore them. When you do realize they are someone I sent to you, it’s to late. Yes, I did plant that seed of knowledge deep within your heart. But you keep closing the blinds so it won’t get any sunlight. Nourish this seed my child, feed it with your will and water it with your love. This seed can’t live on one day a week sunlight.

Tanya, I have been present in your life from the very day you were born. I have never left you one single time, you just gave up believing in me. I let you have frustrating times, they have only built the wonderful character in you that you possess today. You know how it feels in many situations, therefore you have a bleeding heart to sympathize with your brothers and sisters. You muster up the courage to care when others could care less. When you think you are alone, you are not. All you have to do is talk to me and I will answer you.

Dearest Tanya, no need to be jealous of others when they possess the Holy Spirit. You have asked for it many times and received it. Just because you don’t dance around or praise to your lungs content, I know I have blessed you with it. Also, I know that you know me and love me and that’s all that matters. I don’t have an honor system nor do I have favorites. I have just blessed you with your own special way of knowing me.

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