Dorsi: A Story of Redemption - Chapter 9
67Chapter 9: The Wiki Definition of "Saline" Abortion
Procedure
"Instillation abortion is performed by injecting a chemical solution consisting of either saline, urea, or prostaglandin through the abdomen and into the amniotic sac. The cervix is dilated prior to the injection, and the chemical solution induces uterine contractions which expel the fetus. Sometimes a dilation and curettage procedure is necessary to remove any remaining tissue.
Instillation methods can require hospitalization for 12 to 48 hours. In one study, when laminaria were used to dilate the cervix overnight, the time between injection and completion was reduced from 29 to 14 hours."
Unforgettable
Some things in life are better off forgotten. However - some things in life are unforgettable. The night I had an abortion was one of those unforgettable nights.
Even though it was over 35 years ago, the scars and the images remain vivid on my mind. I'm sure that if my parents would have realized the damage this would have done to me they would have never ever suggested that I do what I was about to do.
Saline Abortion - A Horrible Method of Abortion
I started this chapter off with the wiki definition of what saline abortion is all about because I wanted readers to understand this "type" of abortion. Thankfully, saline abortions are rarely done these days. Even though I am now dead-set against abortion, if one had to be done I would never ever advocate someone to have this type of abortion. It has to be one of the most barbaric and inhumane ways to have an abortion, and it leaves far more than just physical scars - It leaves lifetimes scars which can never be erased.
After it had been decided that I was going to have an abortion, because I was so far along (5 and half months) the only type of abortion that could be done at that time was a saline abortion - which basically meant I would have a dead baby after going through the process of a "live birth".
Being 15 and never really having been around babies much, I really had no idea of the implications of what I was doing or how it would affect me for years to come.
I was given a shot to induce labor during that day, and then wheeled into a room where I was to give "birth" which really in this case was live "death".
A "Saline" Abortion is Like Giving "Birth"
During that day as I began to have "labor" pains, people drifted in and out of my room. Doctors, nurses, my parents and my "boyfriend". As the day progressed my contractions became stronger and I was in alot of pain. The hours seem to drag on forever. Day turned into evening and pretty soon it was the middle of the night. My room became very silent except for other patients in the room telling me to be "quiet".
I was scared and perified not knowing what was about to happen, and for some reason unknown to me I was completely alone by that time, except for the other patients somewhere on the other side of the room.
By the time I was about to "deliver" I was in terrible pain and no one was there. Not one nurse, not one doctor, no one.
As I pushed I felt a gush, and the baby started coming out, and I was freaking out. All I can remember was pulling myself up on my elbows to see what was happening. All of a sudden I looked down and this perfect little baby came out of my body - a tiny body of human creation. I looked down and was horrified because he was a beautiful little baby but with no life in him. I started ringing the nurses bell furiously and with sickening efficiency the nurses came in, swooped the perfect little baby up and put him into a plastic container, closed the lid on my perfect little son, and sailed out of the room - acting just like he was just another "body" to be dealt with.
No whimpers, no cries, just absolute silence as my little baby was taken away forever.
God forgive me.
(This is by far the hardest chapter in my life that I have written about. I have learned to deal with the guilt of that nights actions and I want people to know that it's OK to contact me for support if you are going through something similar- this is not something that should be dealt with alone)
An Amazing Story of a Woman Who Survived a Saline Abortion Attempt
- BBC NEWS | Health | \'I survived an abortion attempt\'
Gianna Jessen survived an abortion attempt - and now campaigns against the practice.
Help for Pregnant Teens
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Comments
This story made me cry....you are doing an awesome thing sharing your story with people and I love it. Keep up the good work. I know it is hard but God will get you through this.
Loves ya,
Jennifer
Dear Dorsi, you have my love and compassion.
It is the horrible method. Each of them is. By my opinion, prevention of (unwanted) pregnancy is of the biggest importance.
Be blessed, love & Light
More tears!!!! After reading this, I am so thankful that Lyzaea is with us today!
I love you bunches and bunches!!
May the Lord be with you as you continue writing your Book!!!
Rose
{{{{{{Dorsi}}}}}} Thank you for sharing this part of your life with us. How brave you are, and I have so much admiration and respect for you. I'm anxious to go read your other chapters.
that is a horrible way to have to deal with a teenage pregnancy...I'm sorry you went through that.
I had an abortion also...but I was not a teen...I was 24...and I was not forced to have one...at least it was my choice...but when I got to the abortion clinic, I wanted to change my mind...but my boyfriend insisted I go through with it.
You never realize how it will affect you until it happens...I thought it would be like I had never been pregnant...but after it was over, I felt like I was walking around with death inside of me. Thank God for his Grace and Mercy...He forgives and heals. I'm glad that you were able to find Him...He changes things.
How great it is for you to let people know that it's OK to contact you for support if they are going through something similiar and you let them know it is not something they should be dealing with alone. You are a Blessing!
It is commendable that your experience is out there to help others. There are some guilts that all of us will carry as long as we live. Abortion is one that leaves a mark on each of us who have been through it. Hugs!
Dorsi, are these the complete chapters?
They seem like pretty short chapters for a book, or will you have many chapters in the book? I've noticed that books with short chapters (typically action and mystery books) have a number of chapters, whereas non-fiction typically has longer chapters with fewer within the entire book.
I wouldn't publish a book on Hubpages first. At least not the text in the way I'd be presenting it in the book ;)
GamerGirl- TY) I love you too and a a big hug back.
Tatjana- TY) and yes, to prevent pregnancy in the first place birth control or abstinence is a better alternative to abortion
Rose- Yes thank God Lyzaea is with us!
Pam- YW and TY too
EnLidia- Yes thank God we are forgiven. We never know how it feels until we live it, do we?
Dottie- TY and I hope that woman that have gone through this take my offer seriously, no one should do this alone or deal with it alone
JeriLee- TY, I think that it's important to share our life experiences to help other
GamerGirl and Whitney - Without letting the cat out of the bag this will be an unusual book- perhaps the first of it's kind. Groundbreaking perhaps. Yes the chapters will be short, there will be many, there will be more added to the printed book, and I will continue to publish the chapters here whether it ruins my chances for a publisher or book advance. I will self publish it if neccessary. There is a method to my madness, and it will benefit many more people rather than just people that have the money to "buy the book". Thanks EVERYBODY for your support!
I agree with you gamergirl. I wouldn't publish any part of a book online, but I was just curious if these chapters were complete, as they seem pretty short and lacking, which would make sense if they are in-complete portions of a bigger chapter.
Dorsi, may I ask if there is a point to the story? Many autobiographies by people non-celeb have a secret story to tell or a message to get across; others are typically just celebrities that just want to tell their life story. I'm curious if yours will have tell a message?
Whitney, there is a point to every chapter, which is part of a bigger picture. There is no "secret" story, just an ordinary story ( well maybe not that ordinary) of an ordinary person. Besides loving to write, there is a much bigger reason for this story. And a different approach because of what I am aiming for. It has do with interactive book writing and innovative new ways to publish a book, without having to "charge" someone for purchasing the "book". Sorry to be a little cryptic here but I'm not ready to discuss the entire purpose of how I am approaching this book. It has more to do with helping people than anything else. I will - however - still be publishing it in paperback at one point.
Dorsi, I can not comment other than to say keep writing, you have captured many attentions.
*hugs*
*sob*
So horrible for you Dorsi. Having gone through a much much earlier termination myself, and bitterly regretted it, I am in complete sympathy with you and still don't know how you coped seeing a completely formed little baby come out of you in that way. Thank you for writing this, it will surely save lives.
I understand being cryptic. I also understand each chapter having a point. Just wondered if the full book would have some big underlying lesson or something. I haven't seen many ordinary people publish autobiographies that were too successful, unless they had a big point to make. Like the professor who wrote about his cancer and throughout the book was basically teaching people to live their life to the fullest because you never know what may happen. I mean, I wish you luck in the endeaver, and can't wait to see how it unfolds for you; that was just my thinking.
Also, you never really answered whether these were the full chapters or partial.
Dorsi:
You are doing a magnificent job in telling YOUR story YOUR way! I'm so very proud of you. Keep it up!
Regarding your style of writing, it is perfect for how today's reader wants it. We live in a busy world and we need bite-sized chunks. As long as you leave them hungry for more with each chunk, it keeps them compelled to read more. And you have mastered that, hun.
*taps fingers on desktop* well.........Dorsi.....we're anxiously awaiting Chapter 10!!!!! C'mon, we're dangling here.
All kidding aside, I know this is extremely difficult for you to do and I don't take it lightly. I'm just letting you know we are highly interested and can't wait to know more. I'll watch my email box to let me know when you've posted it.
gamergirl says:
12 months ago
I love you Dorsi. *hugs tightly*