Yesterday I withdrew from everything

I was not feeling comfortable in my own skin

I was restless

I was bored

I was angry

And I could not pinpoint a single reason

But rather a whole jumble of reasons that had piled up

Like a flotilla inside my mind

Each little anxiety weighing my spirit down

It's not like I try to focus on the negative

It's that there is so much negative to try to navigate around

I'm in my tiny coracle surrounded by an entire fleet

Of things that seem determined to sink me

Today I feel a little better

But I don't know why

Which makes me a little nervous