Ghost Hunting...We see it on T.V but can anyone do it?

 This experience I am going to explain happened about eight years ago.  I was 22 years old and living with my at the time boyfriend above the bar I worked. One night around 3.30 in the a.m I woke up.  I was nervous and cold and felt the need to turn on every light in the apartment.  My boyfriend soon woke up looking at me as if I was crazy when I kept pacing the floor.  I could not explain to him what was wrong I just knew something was wrong.  I felt like someone was trying to get in.  He looked out all the windows and went outside.  Nothing.  Luckily he didn't just go back to sleep he stayed up with me for the next two hours.  He noticed how pale and scared was so instead of being annoyed at loosing sleep he tried to distract me.  All I wanted to do was get in the van and drive.  In fact I kept thinking about driving down Molly road.  A road I rarely used for any destinations of mine, but still a road I was familiar with.  All I remember wanting to do was drive down that road.  We never did.  Around 5.30 in the morning I fell asleep.  I do not remember if it was because I felt better or if my body was just to exhausted to stay up for my paranoid state. 

The next morning Tim, my boyfriend, got a call from his friend.  His friend had a motorcycle accident.  They think he crashed around 3.30 in the morning but no one saw him and called the police till about 5.30.  He was dead when they got there.

Now I have never met this friend of his.  But still I can not explain the guilt I felt.  What if we had drove down that road?  Our apartment was the closest house of a friend?  Was he trying to reach me?  I do not think I will ever be able to answer these questions.  But I have read a few books and would like to share what I learned.

I thought maybe I was a sensitive, but this was a one time thing?  I read that environment and state of mind can make you more vulnerable to this type of thing.  Well looking back I never trusted a lot of people that hung it in the bar, my employment was short lived.  There was always loud music driving by late at night.  In other wards I was never very comfortable there, granted nothing to the extent of that night.  But I always made sure the doors are locked.  I wonder if the best explanation is because I was in an environment that always made me extra alert if for one night I had contact with a spirit trying desperately not ot reach the other side.

 Unfortunately there isn't much investigating I can do in this instant.  But I am in the middle of reading some very interesting books.  I find the ones I chose to be easy reading.  All about interviewing and banishing ghosts.  Maybe with some more knowledge I can join a team of people with the same interests and see if just maybe my sensitivity was not just a one time thing.