When I was born

I was an idea

A GOOD IDEA

In the minds of some people who wanted to make a country

a people

better - stable - well.

I began with

JUSTICE in my pocket

and FREEDOM in my breast

in most cases...

I began in the minds of men who wanted to convey

ORDER

to a people

To make their lives better

At some stages of my early life, it is true

that I was simply an idea to establish a family power

But this

WAS SUPPOSED TO BE POSITIVE

For the good of a family

for the stability of the same

For the future of the same.

But now, I have grown into a great beast of havoc

ravaging most of the world!

People took me - manipulated any good qualities I contained

turned me into evil and possession

AND MADE ME WHAT I AM TODAY

I am in the governments

I am in the streets of many countries, pointing my guns

My cannons, my technology right at the common people

Who are innocent

Who cannot even fathom the era from which I was

originally born.

I am in the minds of the common people, too

In their fears and pain and loss and

and

and

and

and all the emotions

and situations

that have no right to be put into words

I can't stand myself

STOP USING ME THIS WAY!

I am supposed to be liberty and health

Freedom and happiness for all

I am supposed to be equality and merit

I am supposed to be resolution

SOLUTION!

I was meant to have an end!

Please...

I have suffered too long at the hands of man.

Please - kill me.

I don't want to exist anymore.

All my good ideas have been corrupted

I am not what I meant to be.

When I look down, daily, upon the globe

and watch all the people, blood flowing out

into the rivers

the land

bleeding into the dust

I cannot believe I have been used thusly

And I have lost control in the minds of mankind

Admittedly - I knew early on in my life that my

existence could work out two ways

One way would solve the problems of humanity

The other would be the vehicle that every

twisted, evil idea

would travel by to threaten and reach and and harm

all of mankind

I must offer myself to all and willingly walk to my execution

In order that I am obliterated

from mankind's realm and exist no more

C'mon - OFF ME!

I have lived far to long

I am weary and sickened and ancient

Surely, you must know how to kill

If you have any mercy left

Kill ME!!

Eradicate me - Make me not exist

Let it be your last act of destruction.