Well loving soemone haan, some months ago I didnot believe in this four letter word L-O-V-E, it was not in my dictionary , since till that time I was all so lonely and didn't have any good friends even , I was all to myself.

But then one day I met someone on one of these social networking sites(orkut), we started to talk everyday, and eventually I started to share my emotions with her , I told all my sectrets which I had hidden from evryone, even my mom, then I started having this gut feeling , this word love began to show up its existense, at first I didn't realize , then it was unstoppable, I cared for her so much , I can do everything for her, but I know we will not be accepted a we are from INDIA and she is elder to me , and we are best friends even.

So i hid the feelings from her since then , because I don't want to hurt her , I know she too loves me and the day I will say she will be mine but then if we are forced to separate, it will be very harsh for her, and I don't want to loose her at all.I am ready to see her as my best friend for all my life, I cannot see a tear in her eye, and can you believe we have never met , we only talk on phone and internet.

pray for her guys, pray that she remains hapy in her life , I do that everyday.