Is there life after love? Are happy endings truly fairytales? Do you ever feel like the odds are working against your relationship? These are questions racing through my mind. I feel like I am going to collapse, but yet I am still standing. You might have guessed that I am on the brink of separation. Lives intertwined, children together and a dream we once shared--all out of place now--all wrong.

I plead with him to think about other ways to resolve our differences, but most of the time we find that we don't have enough in common to even work it out. I need support, but don't know who I can rely on. This has happened before and might never happen again--it could be our time to part. I am sad because he was my best friend--the only true friend I had to depend upon--always.

So I dedicate these lyrics to my best friend, who I am losing--or may have already lost. Like all of my childhood I can never return, but salvaging the few memories that I had--Justin and I shared many good times, but also many bad.

Shania Twain "Is there Life After Love"

Every road had a rainbow

And every wish had a star

Every tear had a shoulder to cry on

And every night had guitars

But every fool's a lonely fool

And such a fool am I

'Cause every night I think of you

And every night I die

Is there life after love?

Some things aren't certain

But some things I'm sure of

Like angels in heaven

And God up above

But is there life after love?

You gave me forgiveness

But you could not forget

No, I should never have told you

What I'll live to regret

The truth lies between us

And I can't take it back

No, it's too late for lyin' now

It's too late for that

Is there life after love?

Some things aren't certain

But some things I'm sure of

Like angels in heaven

And God up above

But is there life after love?

Thanks to everyone--especially my fans for reading this. Jenevieve