It's Later Than You Think, Part Eleven
60The Story So Far
Our heroine, Sheila, has been to the future, taken a trip to Japan, but is now in her recent past. That's the uncomplicated bit. If you'd like to catch up with her adventures, start here.
You don't know Jack, Part Two
I had just become used to the fact that it was 2007. Again. And then Jack showed up.
For a brief moment I considered pretending to be the Sheila of 2007 who hadn't met Jack yet, and tell him he had the wrong house. But he was just so darn handsome that I'm sure I must have betrayed the emotion of seeing him again even before I had completed the thought.
"I like your yard," he said, which made no sense at all, since it was overgrown and neglected.
"Let's go look at the river," I suggested, leading him around to the back of the house where the land dipped down to the narrow estuary. I had a sort of tree fort in one of the pines, a platform with a little fence, really, and we climbed up there to catch the breeze off the water and look out over the little stretch of marsh that separated the land from the channel.
"I had no way of knowing what time you had come back to until I saw your face," he said, after a while of just gazing at the scene. It was pretty, with the Spanish Moss hanging from the live oak trees and the Confederate Jasmine blooming everywhere it could elbow its way in.
"My face? What, I got a date stamp on my forehead, or something?"
"No. But you look different now."
"Different from when?"
"From before you first were treated by Shimata."
"But it is before that. I don't meet him for a couple of weeks."
"You
know what I mean. You're the you that has come back. It took three
trips to find you." He didn't exactly look pleased at that
circumstance, and I guessed the return journeys weren't much fun. I was
about to speak when he leaned in suddenly and kissed me gently on the
mouth. A sweet kiss. Tender, almost. Warm. My hand raised
automatically, as it does in these cases, to the side of his face and I
traced some of the lines that made up fine crow's feet on his tanned
skin.
"You said that you have no control over when you have to leave the past; how long did you stay each time?"
"It's not always the same, but around six weeks." He leaned back against the trunk of the tree and looked at me. "I should have guessed you would come here, now -- you're going to try to stop Shimata from treating you, aren't you?" I looked into his eyes, and was surprised at the gentle concern. I would have thought he would be angry, had I had the time to think it over.
My reply took me aback as much as it did Jack. "No," I said, "I want to help him."
"It's not that simple. There's more to it than --" he trailed off, and seemed to be searching for words
We surveyed the river again for a while after that, letting my words sink in. I wasn't quite sure what I meant by them, and there was a nasty little niggling part of me that was beginning to think I had been preprogrammed to say and do all kinds of things I wouldn't normally say or do.
For starters, there was the whole 'oh look; I've been transported forward in time' escapade with the Pons in H-Pons Three. I had let them ask me all kinds of questions about life in the early years of the twenty-first century without hardly ever losing my temper that much.
Then I had been kidnapped off a train by a handsome stranger. And how had I reacted to that? Like we were going on a picnic or something. Not that there was really anything I could have done about it, but still. And this instantaneous travel anywhere on the planet stuff, too, that had taken Jack and I to Japan to meet with Shimata.
I suppose that, after time travel, instantaneous transportation is no big deal?
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"Why did you come back? If this is your fourth trip, you must have a pretty good reason."
"Good enough. You haven't experienced the return part of the journey yet; just wait -- it's the only part that ever feels uncomfortable, and least of all because you can never predict when it's coming."
"Umm. . . uh-huh; you avoided the question. What did you come back for? To kidnap me again?"
"It's just that. . . you have a way of figuring things out; and we want to be able to retrieve the information Shimata was able to store in your brain, and even though it's technically a couple of weeks before you go to hospital; well. . . ."
"It's already in my brain. It's already there. I don't get it -- what's the problem with that? So it's already there. Hey -- how come some things are the same and some are different?"
"What's the same?"
"Well; the reason I was hospitalized in the first place was for major depression. And while I don't feel as bad as I did the first time around -- the black dog is here."
"What dog?" Jack held his face up as he said this, like a dog sniffing the air, and I realized he was doing what I had done for the first few days I'd been "back"; he was trying to access the vids.
"Not a real mutt. It's another name for depression that Churchill came up with."
"Churchill who?"
"No, not Church-- oh, never mind. It just means depression."
"You can't go to hospital. If you do, the ECT will wipe the information Shimata stored in your brain."
"Well, if we go by the calendar date, he hasn't stored it yet. I know what you're going to say --" I stopped him from speaking; and then I stopped myself. "Oh. I'm Johnny Mnemonic, aren't I?"
"I don't know what that means."
"The information in my brain. It can't be wiped, and it can't be stored again, is that it?"
He was silent.
"There's something else?" I persisted, noticing that he was now avoiding my gaze.
"Any treatment such as ECT will. . . Dr. Shimata thought it would be a bad idea to --" he was struggling for words; but I finally figured it out for myself.
"ECT would fuck my brain completely, is that it?" He nodded. I reviewed my options. "Well, then; I just won't go to the hospital, and then if your theory is right, and I'm drawn back to your present after another couple of weeks, and Shimata can download this stuff. So no big deal."
"There's something else," Jack said, looking me straight in the eye again, and holding my gaze, "something else I have to tell you."
"So tell me already."
"Shimata is dead."
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I wasn't as upset as Jack seemed to be about Shimata being dead -- after all, he was an old guy, and old people -- I was discovering with increasing frequency the older I got myself -- die. And, I reasoned, he hadn't even actually been born yet.
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Hey, Cindy -- yeah, it would be nice. . . can't help thinking there's much more to him than we've seen so far, though! Thanks for coming by and reading!
Well, am sure you'll be revealing more, bit by delectable bit lol
This story keeps me looking for more. I wonder if she will meet herself.
I'm having problems with the time paradox, Pete, which seems to be only half a paradox in this case. . . Thanks for reading.
So it's just a dox, now?
You really know how to end chapters. I'm still enjoying.
Hey Rochelle: I guess I've read my share of the penny dreadfuls. Thanks for coming by (and yes, I suppose it IS just a dox. How 'bout that, eh?).
Whoa! Shimata is dead! I didn't see that coming! You are getting so good at this. I'm worried now about her depression. Next, next, next!
I'm worried about her plot, never mind her depression! Thanks for coming by, Pam.
Shimata is dead? Holy crap!
Also if this takes place in 2010, I'm wondering what hospital still uses ECT for depression...it's been bugging me since I started reading this. I wasn't aware that people still used that stuff for the depressive illnesses...I guess I need to go google it, don't I?
Edited: Wow, that many places still use it? They lead us to believe in my last psychology class that it's only used for schizophrenia now, but I guess they were wrong!
Hey, Suiiki -- isn't it terrible? ECT is still used for depression. I think it's a disgrace. Thanks for reading and commenting.
Oh juicy! I love the tips of the "love affair". Nice touch. I'm glad it's recipricated. By the way, Europeans say "to hospital" but if he's American? he would say to THE hospital, wouldn't he? Okay, 12 12 12 12 12! Impatient and breathing difficulties. Feeling OCD coming on from the need!
Oh, by the way, I love Nora Jones. Nice pick.
Hey, Frieda! I love these differences in Am/Brit usage -- thanks for picking up on that (although who knows what they say 300 years into the future!?) -- it gets so I forget who says what where, now! Glad you liked the smoochies -- I thought he'd never kiss her, it was about time he did.
Nice yard?! What a wimp! LOL And I notice you made reference to some of your favorite things - the jasmine, the oaks, the Spanish moss. Nice touch. I think there's more to here than just fiction.... hmmm... but I could be wrong! thanks for sharing :D
Hey Cris, thanks for dropping by. Yeah, it's certainly my yard; I don't often have folks visit from the future, though (as far as I know. . .) lol :)
Well theres a cliffhanger if ever I saw one, waiting for 12
Hey Hawkes - not only is it a cliff hanger, I really don't know how they're going to get out of this one, as it only gets worse in the next episode. I may have to rely on a master race of aliens to come fix it all (deus ex machina, for real!).
ECT makes me shiver.
You and me both. Kid Josh, my teenage psychiatrist (well, he looks young) hinted once about the possibility of what he called "maintainance treatments." -- NO WAY!
*shudders* If they ever suggest ECT to me, I am going to run, fast. I would rather deal with Bipolar 1 than ECT...hell I'll go back on Lithium before I do that, and I fought like nothing else to get off that stuff!
Lithium really wasn't fun, no. Ouch. I'm sorry to hear that you have had occasion to need it, Suiiki. Yeah, definitely stay away from the ECT.
Thanks for coming by and reading.
Ok - now you got me! I hope you figured out how to get the information out...LOL - this is turning into a real cliff hanger!
My poor son - he wants me to sit with him while he goes to sleep and here I am in the bathroom reading LOL! Too funny! :D
Oh my - I don't know whether to feel bad for your son or happy that you're still reading!
Well, I'm going to visit your yard in the future - but you got to find me a handsome man.
Seriously, another great twist at the end - Shimata dead! Where does that leave Sheila's brain ?
Re: Frieda's comment and your reply - it would be cool to develope some sort of future-speak, still English, but different. So that the future people sound different to Sheila just as Dicken's characters speak differently to early 21st century people .... something subtle ....
Hey Iphi -- I have dibs on any handsome men who may materialize in my yard, but you're welcome anytime!
I'd thought about some kind of future-speak, right at the beginning, but nixed it in favor of just getting the story told. It's a great idea, though, and I'd love to do it. Orwell was a wonderful inspiration for that sort of language game --
Okay. One more. Then I'm knocking off for the night...I swear.
Oh Christoph, you are cheering me up no end; thank you for reading!





















cindyvine says:
6 months ago
I'd love to be kidnapped off a train by a handsome stranger! Great writing here, girl!