Thursday I get a call from the Jerry Springer Show asking if I wanted to be a guest and what I would like to discuss. So, after verifying who I have on the phone, I say sure and I would like to discuss being a proud BBW. 'GREAT', is her response. I am asked to get some guys I know to come on with me, atleast 2-3. They were supposedly for expressing their preference for the BBW lady in general not me in particular.

They also wanted my daughter, a slightly thicker than I full woman, who flat out refused as a state employee a Master's grad in May and going for her Doctorarate in June, she said no way will I do Jerry Springer and ruin my life.

I go ahead and do this, getting more than ample to call and state they will appear. She has also asked me questions of health and teeth, tattoos and other things. Well I explain my non-visible diseases and the fact that they would have no effect on my appearance. She says she just needs to check, normally if there is any health issue you cannot come on. I go on to say how I do not have a heart condition, hypertension or any other condition that could be effected by stimulation or stress of the show and that they were being unfair. She assures me they would never do that and would get back to me.

I then make it clear that none of my friends wanted to be fighting and many had said no due to all the fighting and low class manner that their show portrays people in. She assures me this is not required and that all would be fine as long as it was a good and controversial subject matter. Well, of course it is. The audience will love the battle of BBW beauty virsus media hype of beauty.

I miss her call Friday and get the message Saturday and call her. She is all sweet and no problem but that the fellas will need to fight over me and usually they like to have people with drama and anger involved so that they get to have real rage and fighting. But you said that was not necessary is all I could respond to her and she claims to have misunderstood and thought 'I' just did not wish to fight. As for the fellas they would have to get into a fight over me and it just did not seem that would be the case. I decline the invitation and say I had no intention of degrading my friends like that and having them act so foolish and that this was why I had been warned off the show by so many.

Later, I learn from one of my male friends that were going that they were being told a day before that my poor health was precluding them from accepting me. Now not only has she lied to me but she is now spreading my personal medical and embellishing it to meet her own needs.

I am asking anyone that will to call the show and its representative I dealt with and express your distaste for the low calibre of there so called entertainment, their refusal to put a good and real today media hot topic 'woman of size' as well as there treatment and lies of and to me by the spreadiing of embellished personal medical business: 1-800-321-5399 and ask for Layren (lauren) or her producer and let them know how you feel about all this.

The Jerry Springer Show is a fabrication of violence and her excuse was their ratings were up. Can you believe that? I WISH I HAD THE POWER TO CAUSE A BOYCOTT OF THE SHOW.