One of the first mistakes made by someone wanting to end an affair is not ending it. Once the affair is ended, then the next essential step deals with the feelings associated with the affair. The second mistake people make concerning affairs is not killing off the feelings of the forbidden love. If you are serious about killing them off, you will need to say good-bye to the forbidden relationship and mean it. There is no “see you later” or “until we meet again”, it is goodbye. Once you say your good-bye, you can begin the process of killing off the feelings. Below is an overview of things that you can do. Since each situation is different, you may have to make some personal modifications.

Steps to take:

1. END the affair

2. Kill the affectionate feelings associated with the affair. 

The next step in killing the feelings regarding a secret affair involves being honest with oneself. With all the secrecy and deceptions surrounding the relationships, the place to start is with honesty. Developing this kind of honesty requires some effort. First you have to be honest about what the feelings are that you are experiencing. As part of the process, you may need to write them down, regardless of whether or not they make sense. For example:

1. lust
2. companionship
3. excitement
4. feeling alive
5. selfishness
6. young
7. …

Once you have the list, the next step involves identifying where it is coming from. It is hard to kill feelings if you do not know where they are coming from. You will want to take them out, roots and all. If your lover reminds you of someone or some other time in your life, acknowledge it. If your lover reminds you of your spouse when they were younger, admit it. Since our choices reveal a great deal about our needs, being honest about where these feelings originate will reveal a great deal about your own needs. The lover may be an ‘idealized’ or ‘romanticized’ version of what you are looking for. Use this time to learn about yourself.

Another aspect of identifying where the feelings are coming from is to locate where in your body the feelings are coming from. Are they coming from your head, your heart, your gut or elsewhere? Since people often just react without taking time to think or consider where things are coming from, this step may require some effort. This is an important part of the process of self-honesty. Depending on where the sensations are coming from will alert you concerning what steps to take in dealing with them.

If your feelings are coming from your head, you can change your thoughts. Doing things like “fast-forwarding” your mind to where giving in to this feeling will lead, and considering whether your response is based on facts or fantasies are places to start.

Heart based feelings can be changed with some re-adjustment to your will power and time. Since the heart is often reactive, you may need to change what it is reacting to. If you heart is wanting something, try to identify what it is about your lover that your heart is reacting to. Is it their voice, their walk, their look, etc. This will let you fine tune the focus of your heart.

The final step is to “remove provisions for evil” or “exorcising the emotional ghosts”. This step involves removing the reminders of that person from your life. Cards, knick-knacks, photos, etc. will need to be removed. These can become triggers that elicit reactions that you are trying to remove. In the recovery community, they talk about “changing play mates, play grounds and play toys”. You will need to apply this to your situation as well. Change your routine, change the furniture arrangement, change the pictures on the wall. Leaving things as they were can trigger old feelings as well.

These steps, when used consistently will reduce, if not totally kill off the feelings. Since some feelings do not die easy, it may require some time to reduce the intensity of the feeling, but if you do not give into them, they