Today I leave apart of me behind forever. And strangely I am at peace with it all. I was constantly roaming around this world place, after place....and finding no peace. My life has been insearch of great adventure, which I have wanted since H.S. but not all of it was something I want to remember. I am finally at peace with my running. I can look forward to a future that I have worked so hard to bring about. I have loved and have lost. I dont regret anything I have done or have left behind. The way I see it, its apart of this thing we call life. I should feel bad but I dont. The good and the bad will forever live where it has been for quite some time now. I am happy for all and I wish them well with thier futures. I think it is best the decisons were made....how they were made. I mean everyone has problems, and I have my fair share. But for the most part I am happy with who I am. The answers that I seek will, Im sure, present themselves. I call only ask that no one in my family think ill of me. I needed this space and transition. I have grown as a man even if no one else thinks so. Yall really dont know how happy this makes me. No more hiding, and dealing with family bullshit. I have never really had a family to begin with....but soon that will change. In all my problems I think God will for give me and give me a second chance at life .....to do things right. So to all.....thank you and God's blessings.

Once again....thank you.